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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 2-8-2004 at 1:37am | |
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| I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head where I would impress you with every single word I said. Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming and you'd want to call me And I would be there every time you'd need me I'd be there every time... But for now I'll look so longingly waiting... For you to want me, for you need me, for you to notice me ------------------------------------------ Will you want me when I shift my shape when I hold my breath when I speak your name? Will you want me when I’m not the same when I’m full of shame and my hearts to blame? Will you feel me when I’m far away will I fade away? Tell me not today. Would this apple taste as sweet as now, maybe in a week... stay ripe somehow? And my heart it beats for only you, I succumb to you, rely on you pacify for you. Will you want me when the sun goes down, when the blinds are closed and the lights are out? Will you want me when the news gets out, when our graves are dug? When the moon ascends? Can I hold you while the rain pours down soaking into me, kissing me sweetly. will you disown me if I change my name, tell me will you claim me when I’m not myself. Will you need me when you’re on your own, will you be alone? And remember me? Will you know me when the warmth is gone, and the summer fades away? will you kiss me in your memories, when I shift my shape, when I change my face. Will you feel me when I’m far away will I fade away? Tell me not today. ------------------------------------------- White Oleander Beauty in deceit. Practice your witch craft, In tainted lies. In the hearts you bind, In this blood of mine.. And I am but a victim I am helpless, in distress. Must dispel this evil wardrobe, Dust the past off of my dress. Take the time to cough out past years, Shed old tears, Salt mature wounds. come out in the darkness, Under the safety of the moon. And bite my swollen vessels, Steal life from these cold veins. Intoxicate me with your beauty Then send this soul away Wake me when I’m sleeping, Hand me a glass of milk. With your homemade euthanasia Turn this pale skin into silk. Drown me in my memories, Before sending me away. Then come with such obscurity In the dimness I will lay. White oleander hold me, Encompass all my precedent. Let me go with laws that bind me, Hold on to all I hold self evident. Drink away the sadness, With tepid milk in a glass. Send poison through my body, So this life can fatally pass. Venom racing through me, Never thought to stop the pain. I’ll remember you, white oleander, As you sink into my veins… --------------------------------------- Slowing sink into me Beneath the skin, Penetrate. I am nothing but an atom, An element, An equation waiting to be solved. Will you play with my numbers? Toy with my answers? And teach me to the world. I’m dying for containment, I’m feeding off your beauty, And when you take your pencil to me, I feel the rush again. I’m nothing but a letter, Petty but high-strung. And in your arms, you’ll hold me. But I slip across your tongue. And you try your best to hold me, Maybe I’m just out of reach. For I am nothing but one atom. One particle of dust. These eyes have seen a massacre A fight without an end. And I am the blood which sheds the fears Of the officers who refuse to cry metallic tears. Put my lines together, Create a parallel, in life. And fit me into the equation, The puzzle, In a rhyme. Fore, I am nothing but a number, An equation in your mind. I’m nothing but a letter, Petty but high-strung. And in your arms, you’ll hold me. But I slip across your tongue. -------------------------------------- hehe a taste of my new style :-) ive had a pretty interesting week... its had some ups and downs but i guess over all it was ok im pretty bummed about valeintes coming up. ima lways alone and it fucking sucks. hey but i guess that being alone for htis long will make it better when i finally have some1 cuz its like ive been waiting for it.. hum im such a hopeless romantic ive been writing some new stuff lately.. and drawing leik naked ppl haha i actually think tehya re pretty good but i guess youll have to see for yourself.. keep you posted... |
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