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behindmysmile (profile) wrote,
on 2-9-2004 at 10:42am
Current mood: DEPRESSED..READ DAT CAREFULLY!!!!
Subject: omfg..
Dude omg, steve and i just broke up before this class, and already hes like flirting wif every gurl and hes like all happy n shit..

I told him about wat happened wif my mom and wanted to know wat he wanted to do wif our relationship and everything and yeah i told him dat i wouldnt be able to see him barely and den we both went to our 1st hours and den yeah he came back after 1st hour and yeah den he told me dat i could give his shit back, and then yeah i said i would, and den he said dat we could still be friends and everything, and den he was like well maybe when things work out wif your mom den we can start talkin again..BULLSHIT!!

omfg i wanna die, hes da only guy ive ever felt something about, and yeah i know that you all this yeah well you'll get back together, but this time it was freal..no more like talkin on da phone every nite..no more sittin togetherin the morning, no more kisses before class, no more riot together, NO MORE ANYTHING!!

i hate this, im sittin here bawling in the middle of class, i havent done anything in this class yet and its almost over..

and den nicole invited me to her baby shower and gave me this cute lil invation and everything and i prolly wont be able to go, and i really wanna surport her, 14 years old havin a kid she needs all she can get..

my mom is pickin me up early to go da shelter and to go to counsling and den da police station..i fuckin hate her..she told me to break up wif steve too but i siad i wouldnt..i wanna die!!

but i lu vyou all of you and hope to hear from you sometime..i luv you soo fuckin much!!

ex you ali jean brittany chelsie megan stacey al of you omg i all of you..i lu vyou ='(

<33 Jilly!!
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emptypromises

02-10-04 6:35pm

OMG hunn i miss u sooooo incredibly much!!!! i was sittin in the office cuz i went home tday and i was like i wanna talk to jillims!!!! im sooo sorry bout steve that must hurt incredibly wht a jerk :( i luvv ya tho jillims :):)

*put a smile on put a smile on evrybody c'mon put a smile on*
*i feeel good i knew that i wuld i feeeel good*


Luvv ya and miss ya !!!
*Chels*

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tiptoeinthedark

Jilly I love yew!, 02-11-04 2:12pm

baby gurl I love yew so much..ill beat em all up n u know that... lol we r gunna have so much fun ima kidnap u hehe I love yew baby gurl.. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fuckin much.... heheI wrote u 3 letters now hehe ur gunna get surprised :-P i love u baby im always here

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tiptoeinthedark

Jilly I love yew!, 02-11-04 2:14pm

baby gurl I love yew so much..ill beat em all up n u know that... lol we r gunna have so much fun ima kidnap u hehe I love yew baby gurl.. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fuckin much.... heheI wrote u 3 letters now hehe ur gunna get surprised :-P i love u baby im always here

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thoughtskill

Re: Jilly I love yew!, 02-12-04 5:44pm

hey my love...
update this thing sOon !!
I LOVE U!!!!!!!!

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