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andi (profile) wrote,
on 2-9-2004 at 4:15pm
Current mood: GRRRdified
Music: jets
Subject: Drums__Sisters
Dude, drums suck sooo much ass sometimes. I get soo frusturated w/ it. It's not as easy as you think. I can never be in a band, or at least not right now. School is keeping me away from practicing, so it makes me do terrible at practice w/ Collun.

It sucks when I can't a simple thing down. i get soo angered w/ it tha I can even doa simple 4 beat measure w/ 8th notes. I threw my drums sticks at my wall today and made a dent....oops!

I ahve all this pressure on me w/ my parents expecting to do good in school and get all a's..yea right! Plus, my school is hard b/c of the frikin IB. It piles me w/ work most of the time. When I have no studying to do or ne thing school related, my parents pile me w/ house work to last till the night. I don't know why they do that. My family thinks that I am a lazy ass that just sits on the couch, but that is the old me. I use to do tah in Middle school b/c middle school is oo frikin easy, but now I work on Hw until sumtimes 3 to 6 an donce it was to 9 pm. then i sit on the couch for a half hour and then i do my drums or w/e that i have time for.

casandra still thinks that i'm lazy and she doesn't do ne thing around the house. It's true and amazing that Casandra, my oldest sister, has become mor elazy than me.
Amanda is too busy w/ color guard and when she has time to clean she doesn't. She talks on the phone w/ Davy.

Casandra mostly treats me like crap. when ever I'm on the phone and it doens't matter if i just got on she kicks me off when she gets home from work and keeps the damn phone until the morning. but when i try to do it too her oohhh noooooo!!! she bitches and says go get the other phone that we are not soppose to use.
One time she asked for the phone and I said i am expecting a call so no. well she gets on AOL! I was like hello! I need the line open and she said well i need to talk to someone. I was like bitch! Then when I complain to her she's like stop bitching geez! GOSH! SHe is a true bitch! Now that she will be leaving soon she's being more of a stubborn bitch b/c she wont be here next year. that gives no excuse what so ever to treat siblings or loved ones like that.

I'm gonna go and eat the whole damn thing of ice cream!

AndI
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Gimpy

I'm speaking my neat-0 mind!!, 02-09-04 5:42pm

Hey i just wrote in one of your other journal entrys about some porn site or something like that....? YAh well lol anyways I had a great time with all of you at the movies!! And I really can't remember me calling you Ugly.....? Sorry for all of that! (to late I know)Well talk to you later gator! LOve yahs!
Kelsey

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tubularchick88

understood, 02-09-04 9:45pm

i understand, im not gunna write much becuase i just spent the last 3 hours on 1 essay but i understand. shit happens, and somehow especially to you. but....yin and yang..it all works out. if you think of it like that, everything seems a lil better. mwah byes...hope everything brightens

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