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| mle (profile) wrote, on 4-9-2002 at 10:25pm | |
| Current mood: half up, half down Music: garbage - when i grow up |
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| just got back from a punk rock gig. sweet as hell :) markie came w/ me. some people gave us weird looks b/c they thought we were hookin up again or something. no way. lol im not that dumb to backtrack my progress! my head kills though - too much smoke (of various kinds) and loud music... yea, i think ive lost the whole point to this journal thing. i just do it to tell kathy whats goin on in my life. no one else reads it (cept for spud). i want advice and/or comments from people on the outside, looking in. and if steffen starts reading, *splat* the shit will hit the fan and everyone will find out about my problems. yea - a ton know about depression. big woop - its common. but bulimia -i dont want people to know that. they'll judge me. its just not something thats accepted. i think im gonna have to stop writing in here - or maybe get a new name. this just isnt working for me anymore. mle |
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drunkslut | 04-10-02 9:34am lol...you and me are WAY too alike! im just gonna leave it at that for the moment! |
spud | 04-11-02 3:52pm yeah. our big thing is that a friend from school started the website. it's a hangout for all the band geeks. pretty sad, eh? but there are some foreigners from like ohio, or whatever. they're just rare. you can do the random journal search and try to find something. i told atman about you, so he might be able to see your plights too. he's cool about stuff like that. sarcastic, but usually helpful. besides, he's messed up himself. and i wouldn't be so concerned about keeping secrets, or whatever. the big thing is self confidence. you need to be happy with yourself. then nobody elses opinions matter. hey i have blue hair, am slightly pudgy, geeky as they come, and wear tie dye. if you ignore the critics, the decent people will respect you for that. now i have some of the coolest friends and i can do stuff, and they don't mind. sometimes overshare gets out of hand, but a little insight won't hurt any of my gals. |