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| chuckitatthewall (profile) wrote, on 2-10-2004 at 7:22pm | |
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| today is bad. woke up at 6:45 and then fell back asleep till 7:00 when my mom came in with the dog, cubbie. cubbie is a really good dog and i love him but at 7:00 in the morning having a dog put his big fat head on your pillow isnt exactly nice. went to school and we took our history test. i was really tired the whole morning and jessica and i both wanted to go home. so at recess we figured out how we would do it. jessica was going to go first and say what was wrong with her which was real. then about a half hour later which only ended up being 20 minutes i would go to mrs. saunders and say "i really dont feel good may i go to the bathroom" like i had to barf or something. so i did that then i came back and told her i still wasnt feeling well. so she said i could go home and i went to the office to wait for my mom. i didnt really have a stomache or headache but i was extremely tired and i told my mom that so she said i could just lay on the couch for the rest of the day. the one really nice thing about my mom is that shes pretty good about letting me have the day off when i'm sick or stressed or just tired. i even got the day off once just cause i started crying cause we had a science test the next day and i was really worried. i ended up getting sick but she didnt know it when she let me stay home. i just talked to lynn and she said that some people asked her if i faked it. i did but i was tired so technically i was sick. well i watched this show and stuff and saw some depressing stuff. ok so theres this guy, alex, and i guess he likes me but i think hes pretty annoying and ugly (not like i'm beautiful but u know). whenever i talk to him and he says he has to go he says "luv ya". i dont love him. in fact i only like him as a friend. i dont want to be mean and not say "luv ya" back but how can i if i barely know him? so i havent and i wont unless i've known him for a long time and decide i like him a lot. i just dont get why after knowing someone for like 2 days poeple say "oh yea she/he is my boy/girlfriend and i love him/her." maybe i am dumb for thinking that but its so stupid. its kind of hard to love someone unless you know them well and care about them a lot. today ashley, a girl at school who i usually dont like, had surgery for scoliosis. i used to be friends with her but her hygene wasnt very good starting in about 6th grade. i make fun of her a lot for her greasy hair and disgusting blackheads and greasy skin. its really really gross but right now i'm worried about her. i also have a lot of sympathy for her cause her parents have known about her scoliosis since she was baby and they did nothing about it. instead they bought a lot of clothes and unnecessary (sp.) junk for her and themselves. her mother has barely worked in her life and they complain about being poor but they have noone to blame but themselves. i believe i said before that we are not rich and that everyone thinks we are cause of my dads profession and stuff. well i realized we should be rich and that we should have lots of stuff but my parents spent their money wisely. we dont have big fancy nice cars and stuff and we dont have a big fat house. they spent the money they had and even money that they borrowed on sending us to a private school and all my older sisters through college as well as setting aside money for vacations and extra stuff. well her parents should also be rich but they arent. not because they spend it on important stuff but because they spend it on crap. good parents would make sure each of them had a job and make sacrifices to make sure ashley got the surgery. at one point 7 people were living a little 3 bedroom town house because my parents decided that my sister needed to be placed in a mental institution for her own good. nobody ever complained or whined about it. ashleys parents would rather live in a larger house with a whole shit load of crap than get her surgery. its absolutely disgusting. i can remember that she was so spoiled that she complained about not being able to shopping after school one time and spend money that they didnt even have. her parents have made me appreciate mine. i feel like i was just bragging about my family. sorry i dont like doing that but it was the best comparison i could come up with. well i have to go do my homework and write up part of my paper. bye |
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LoupGarou | 02-11-04 8:04pm I agree with you about the love thing. It makes me mad how all of a sudden people get a boyfriend or girlfriend and then "Like, Oh my good golly gosh!" It's love. You can't really love somebody unless you've known them for a while.
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