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| xxinterrupted (profile) wrote, on 2-12-2004 at 8:26pm | |
| Current mood: lonely Music: finding nemo on dvd |
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| i didn't go to school today, i felt/feel like shit. i stayed up my aunts came down the house around 6:00 a.m. i went back to sleep until 6:30 [i catch the bus at 6:45] and then i woke up and just told me mom that i wanted to stay home. so she let me.. and i didn't do anything all day except go on the computer and eat soup. blah. my aunt bettys being layed out tonight and tomorrow. my mom wanted me to go tonight- but i told her i didn't want to because i'm sick, and just don't feel like doing anything. so i'm going probably tomorrow night. i don't know, i hate those things.. :( my paps heart rate was only 27 today.. but my aunt said it goes up and down all the time, but this is the lowest it's ever been. my gram called her son [my uncle dave] he lives in flordia. she told him that he better come up to see him.. which means he's not doing well at all. it's kinda scary to sit and watch him like that, and not be able to do anything. everyones always crying- and so am i. i know everyone has to die sometime, but it's too soon. it's too soon. i don't think i'm going to go to amys, jims or rochelles this weekend. i don't know yet- i guess i'll see how things go with everything. i don't want to leave my pap right now. i wish jim was here with me. i need someones shoulder to cry on.. |
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drawingxblackxlines | 02-14-04 2:22am jena,i hope everything ok, i would be their for u if i could..i no u need something, but imhere for u and i loveyou. just think (i no its sad to think bout it) but he wont be in so much pain anymore. :( ttyl |