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noahfects (profile) wrote,
on 12-19-2002 at 8:12am
Current mood: confused
Music: saves the day
Subject: the black hole sindraum
if i where to fall of the face of this earth and land in a black hole and spin around in circles, and even thought i was hitting rocks and as much as the pain is and as much as it hurts i wouldnt make a sounds, i would just deal with it. that was my analogy to katherine. that (im sure) is what every kid goes through, no kid has the perfect life because aventually he will get board with it.im living life, one maybe two days at a time, nothing else. no more no less. i feel like life is just a waste of time. why do we have it why do we need it? is it giving to us just to waste our time, or to waste everyone elses time? i mean if life is such a wonderfull gift then why do i hate it so much?....are people liers? do they just say "your life will get better" just so you wont go insane or do something crazy? or do people actually care? if i were to die tomorrow would you miss me, would you care, or would you take it as being a strangers death? are there really people out there who have no heart and no feelings and all they want to do is hurt you? why!? that is one questien i am dieing to know the answear for? why do poeple love to see you in pain and love to see you in agony? does it give them pleasure? or is it they just cant help themselves? is it a diseas? should i make it one? it wouold be called the ASSHOLE diseas. no one really cares, as much as they say they do, they relly dont. its whatever pleases them and if it doesnt then its no good, no good at all. so next time you give advice to someone maybe a friend, a familly member or even yourself think about what you are saying because life isnt prett its a dull, horrible, smack in the face world that we think is perfect and the world that we live in.
-sabby-
best friend means i pull the triger, best friend means you get what you deserve.
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notaword

if i told you this was killing me., 12-19-02 10:23pm

life is a drag im just as confused and annoyed as you are.what's there to do when just about everyone has really twisted you around their fingers? i sure don't know but i do know that i talk to you about everything and im not embarrassed of what you think because i know your answer is always something i can laugh at or smile. and it's all because i know i'll live it well i just won't enjoy living it. think about that and tell me how you think of me now? it's hard when the world spins in the other direction your walking and than you trip not once or twice but everytime. to sum it all up for you idiots out there. life is a real pain in the ass when you don't know what to do with it.

kat is usually right 99.9% of the time and for the real important stuff sabby wins that 1% which is more than i can ask for! <3

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Anonymous

Re: if i told you this was killing me., 12-19-02 10:26pm

wow kat! i wish you were my friend you are a genius. sabby is also really hot i want to bang her....BIG TIME.

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