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| sweetyas (profile) wrote, on 2-14-2004 at 12:55pm | |
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| Omg, everything is going so badly, everything! All my grades are down, like now im worried im getting straight C's. I dunno. Im so fucking frusterated. My famiy, is just so fucking horrible. My parents are like i dunno both pmsing, YElL YELL YELL, thats all they fucking do. Me and my brother like hate eachother all the time, i kicked him out of my car adn he walked half way home, i felt bad and went adn picked him up. Hes got some anger issues. I think i had a semi-meltdown in ghetto Wal-mart. I dunno why, all i knew is that i was walking "briskley" down the store with noor adn yasser yelling at me. I dunno what happened, i think i had enough of ppl telling me im worthless, $150 is way to much to spend on me, the next day i made my mom return the stuff, it felt like i lost a battle. I admitted defeat. Friends, i just dont see u guys, cuz im not allowed to do crew. ARG. im really sry u guys, im not goin to be happy yasamin like i was last semester. SORRy. Yasamin P.S. Jackie U DONT look like a MAN. :) |
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Anytngbtordinary | 02-15-04 3:43pm Hehe thanks! Im glad to hear that. Im sorry things arent going so great... i think its a highschool thing where people think that everything is collapsing...cuz i feel like that a lot. And yeah...family, esspecially brothers, make it ten times worse. But you do have friends, even if you dont get to see them as much as youd like to or if they dont see you as much as theyd like to. But if you ever wanna do something on weekends..call me! Seriously! Same if you ever want to talk, you can call me, ill listen. Things will get better though, ive learned theres really only so much fighting families can have before it cools down for awhile...of course it eventually comes back (at least in my case) but you gotta still enjoy the time in between and dont let it bother you too much when you are with your friends becuz thats like your free time away from family. Yeah i dont know how much sense this is making...hehe. Ok well talk to you later i have to do physics...blah.
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Toki | 02-15-04 7:21pm It'll get better yasamin. I'd offer to help you in classes, but the only one I could possibly help in would be lit. If you do ever need anything....school or talking or if you're just bored and wanna do something...call me. I'm usually home. And yeah, just know that you're one of my good friends( in my mind) and I'm always here for you if you need it.. You just gotta ask. Don't sweat it with your family. things will get better. May take a while, but they're family, its how its supposed to be, ya know? yeah..ok...be happy. :-) Cuz yeah...you're awesome...and awesome pple deserve to be happy. |