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| Jessika (profile) wrote, on 2-15-2004 at 5:25am | |
| Current mood: about to cry...irritated....angry....cold..tired Music: Ataris - Boys of Summer, Finger 11...I like this band Subject: Damn I suck. |
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| I can finally get to Woohu so I am updating. Before my computer was in such a terrible state I could not even get to Internet Explorer at all, but Kyle (friend from Idaho) fixed it for me. Yah. Last night as I was drifting off to sleep, I got to thinking about how terrible sleep is. More than 1/3 of your life is unaccounted for due to sleep. You can not tell what is going on. The thoughts you wish would forever vanish are suddenly thought of. It is a state similar to near death. Absolutely no control is granted. You just have to deal with sleep. Nothing will change it. The mere aspect of such a thing seemed horrendous. I would soon be leaving the world. I could die in my sleep and I would never know if I was still sleeping or not. Whenever I drift off, the next thing I know it is around 5, 8, 12 hours later. Sometimes I remember dreaming, but usually not. It seems as if my life just...disappears... Today was good. I went to lunch with my mom and a few of her friends at Golden Corral. After, we roamed Market Place, saw Roxanne, my mom finally met hers. Then to Famous Footwear. I got some boots. Saw Ashley K. I hate her. Went to Petco to get pig vitamins. Saw Mishelle's dad but wasn't sure if it was him or not. Went to Barnes and Noble and looked a lot. I did get to go to Kaylene's house. 'Twas fun, but everyone but me was hellishly late. Watched part of Encino Man (Damn Gwen!), The Excorsist, watched the phone be passed around of Nick...Gwen screamed alot. Watched a little Drumline then came home and I want to go to bed. I better push enter while my computer is still alive. |
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untitled | 02-15-04 3:43pm Some people are so in tune with themselves they can control their dreams. |
Jessika | Re:, 02-15-04 4:00pm ...that's nice... |