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| fallenfaces (profile) wrote, on 2-15-2004 at 11:11am | |
| Music: Queen- sweet lady Subject: A little thing I'd like to call lust.. |
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| Well this is odd. I almost have what I wanted. And it seems I don't want it anymore. My mind fools me. In so many ways. I just keep thinking I'm just a kid..and I need to expierence more and this will just be another page in this boring book I would like to call life. Last night was weird. I started shaking and I coudln't stop. I could stop it for like a few seconds because usually I can control if I get sick or not with my thoughts. So I'd calm myself for a minute than it started again. I couldn't breathe right. And I got really cold. It was kind of scary so I just got up and started walking to bed but I was extremely light headed so I sat on the couch and started shaking more. Then got up and layed in bed. I know it was from my nerves. It happened as soon as i knew he was there. It was insane. I had to leave..and try to calm down. Enough of that. I think I'm gonna go for it. What do I have to lose? Maybe the little bit of happiness that I already lack..yeah..maybe if it works out right I could even gain some happiness? Who knows. |
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this-acoustic-love | 02-15-04 4:49pm heheheheeh
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fadingfallenstar | Re:, 02-15-04 5:32pm *slightly smiles* |