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| snowflakea4 (profile) wrote, on 2-14-2004 at :545pm | |
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| today started boring and i cleaned and stuff... than sara setzer came over and we took a walk and picked flowers and went to the tower thing and threw them and watched the wind take them away... than we picked more and took them home and drowned them so the ants and bugs would die. stephanie came over and she took us grocery shopping wow that was the first time i went shopping without my mom or dad! i think we did good! joy came over and than my parents went out to eat and me joy and sara watched tv ordered pizza from 2 different places and me and sara were the most hyper lol we sprayed eachother with the hose and threw sponges at eachother and we sat in front of joys car so she wouldnt leave. than stephanie and marcus came over and joy left.. (most of you know why ill go ahead and say that she doesnt like marcus at all) anywho steph went to chase her down bc they both have cars and me sara and marcus stayed and talked. after that we just kind of watched the hot chick and talked. joy didnt come back :0( sara left and stephanie marcus and i talked in my room and my parents came home. we went back to stephanies house and laurie happened to talk to marcus thats great (not) while we were in the car nikki called me crying... the first time im usually the one coming to her.. and nikki i am proud that you did that bc you and i know you did the right thing and im glad you got together your courage... and i am here for you if you need me i hope i helped. than i realized that it was late and i had to go home.. and so my dd got mad at me bc suppostidly i didnt come home early ok so now he doesnt trust me or something.. idk my dad alwasy finds something to be mad at me for.. liek ok today is really the 15th but im writinng about the 14th so ill move on to this morning i woke up and i found a 2 page list waiting for me full of questions and ok they were so dumb and i just about screamed i swear to god i did nothing wrong at all but the littlest things they yell at me for.. im serious like little things like i got grounded for a week bc once i said 'kellys mom is taking us to the mall' and i didnt say 'kellys mom is dropping us off at the mall' so i got lectured and yelled at! see that little stuff! there are some people i know that are there getting arrested and drunk and crap and i get yelled at for being home 15 minutes late! they know damn well that i dont get high or drunk or have sex or whatever and it kills me bc i dont lie to them or anything and i still get in trouble and it makes me so mad!! if anyone wants to comment than comment!! okk thanks bye | |
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LiLaNgElo6 | 02-15-04 4:12pm thank you for being there for me lisa i think you are a great friend. and i am here for you thru thick n thin thanks
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| Anonymous | 02-15-04 11:03pm hey lisa!!.. thanx for helpin me out.. wut u told me worked!!.. and i just wanna let u kno that i am here for u when ever u need sum1 to talk to.. thanx soooo much again..... lys
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snowflakea4 | Re:, 02-16-04 5:12pm im glad i helped nikki your one of my best freinds and your always there for me!! ilu dorenda!!
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| Anonymous | 02-16-04 11:54am ok we all know your not like that and your parents do too! and why the heck are u hangin out w/ marcus again! anyway just bear with it it will all be ok |
snowflakea4 | Re:, 02-16-04 5:13pm lets see i was hanging out w/ marcus bc he was my friend.. andi know im not like that.. thanks |
| Anonymous | jess!, 02-16-04 9:11pm i heard that BOUNCE song OMG i love it! you got good taste in music! lol she says bounce alot in it |
| Anonymous | 02-17-04 1:33am There is an old saying, "You can never cheat an honest person," meaning that if you know in your heart that you are trying your best and are not doing anything wrong, then anything that anyone says to you shouldn't matter. The problem with that saying is that your parents aren't just anyone, so therefore it does matter. Let them know how much you love them and how much it makes you feel bad when they ask you that many questions. That way if your parents respond to your feelings, they will do so in the most defenseless environment possible. |
snowflakea4 | Re:, 02-17-04 4:45pm its not really the fact that they ask me so many questions.. i mean i see those commenercials on tv.. they can ask me as many as they want.. just not so 'in deph' you see what im saying? like my mom feels as though she needs to know like whos going out with who and who i like and asks me questions about what my friends do and crap and they always do stupid crap to like annoy me or something like my mom talks about one of my friends and it pisses me off! and what else do i do! i defend them!! i am not gonig to let her talk!! and as far as the talking goes.. i try to but my mom in my opinion is very stuck up and snobby and on numerous occasions LIED TO ME and BROKE PROMISES i mean ALOT and it kinda annoys me bc its kinda like she thinks shes all that and im sorry i mean i love my mom and all but sometimes (and like i have told her) she can be very spoiled and snobby!!! i mean i can be too i guess sometimes but if you seen her you would want to hit her bc i do sometimes!! and i told her about that and i came to her crying about stuff and all i get it 'omg lisa give it a rest' or 'stop bothering me and wasting my time' so whatever and she asks me now why i dont talk to her or tell her ne thing.. thats why i dont trust her especially the lying part but to her its no big deal.... so yeah i kinda give up on them there too much of a hand ful lol but me n my dad have been getting along a lil better although he annoys me a little bit lolol thanks a bunch!!!
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Anonymous | jess!, 02-17-04 8:27pm bounce baby out the door lisa aint gonna take this no more GOD i love that song btw in your comment... dont worry about it too much it will all clear up |
snowflakea4 | Re: jess!, 02-18-04 4:24pm you are too obsessed with that song jessica lol <3 |
Anonymous | kiss, 02-19-04 6:41pm *kiss* i kissed you lisa |
Anonymous | Re: Re:, 02-20-04 1:38am It seems to me that you are stuck in a tough situation. Your parents appear to want to mantain high standards on you but at the same time are struggling to show you enough love and respect because of their high standards. If this is true, you may want to ask your parents if maintainig such high standards is worth the sacrifice of showing you enough love and respect. If that doesn't help, then you may want to ask them how high do they want standards placed on you before they start to worry about showing you enough love and respect.
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SnOwFlAkEa4 | Re: Re: Re:, 02-20-04 11:27pm well im glad that you noticed i was efforting in it bc i didnt notice lol thanks! today was my moms bday and it was fun eating out with them! we talked and got along and i think thatys the first time we ever did that!! and idk it was different and felt odd but it was great and i think things are starting to come together!! thanks a buncccchhh!!
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