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| Jessika (profile) wrote, on 2-15-2004 at 4:10pm | |
| Current mood: exanimate Music: AFI - Synesthesia...AAR - last song...Blind Melon - No Rain....RBF- Beer...wow this is taking long Subject: Adding more to before. WHOA! I made a rhyme! Rock on! ^_^ |
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| I forgot stuff and did not wish to edit my last entry. I gave my mom the pills Mishelle colored to save me. My mom did not believe me and said they were colored with a pen. It was nail polish stupid lady! Later that day, she saw my wrist as I was wiping dog spit off my pants. She demanded to see it more, and said it was bruised. I really did not see how she got that, but there IS slight discoloring from wearing my Death all the time...Then she said an entire layer of skin was rubbed off and asked what the scab was from. The scab was just a dot, so I said I landed on a tack. Worst excuse I have ever thought up, but I am not spontaneous. I had accidentally dropped a tack on my bed and landed on it when I flopped down. She did not believe it (nor did I!), so now I am thought of as being suicidal AND taking illegal drugs from her. I was not the one that took the Prozac but will never turn in anyone...I am too passive and unconfrontational. I have a bloody nose right now. Which reminds me...I have been spitting up more and more blood lately. Not because of a bloody nose though. I don't think it is good...but whatever. Brownies need to come out of the oven! I have a concert on Tuesday. Everyone needs to come watch us suck. I hate the songs we sing. I am talking to my brother.... *dizzy* *tears* |
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silversoldier | 02-15-04 7:22pm I really can't help you out unless you ask me to. I hope you know that by now... |
Jessika | Re:, 02-16-04 12:08am *confused*
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silversoldier | Re: Re:, 02-16-04 1:25am I'm simply saying that you're obviously in a rut right now. I'd help you if I really understood what's going on. But, since I don't, I really can't help you unless you think I can, which you obviously don't. |
Jessika | Re: Re: Re:, 02-16-04 2:38pm Why do you think you can help me? Everyone else has given up..
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silversoldier | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-16-04 4:03pm I don't think I can help you. If you don't understand what's going on with yourself, then it's really unlikely that I do. And, if you don't want to explain it, then it's probably an insecurity. One way or another, they always work themselves out (though not always positively). Now I'm being honest, I have no cheesey sayings that would cheer you up right now; I don't even have some *optimistic outlook* on things. Just... Take it one thing at a time. Never all at once. Piece by piece take it apart, slowly but surely it won't look so domineering. |
Jessika | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-16-04 4:59pm I am SO confused by you right now. Maybe that is what you were going for, I don't know. Why do you suddenly wish to "help" me or even fcus any direction my way? What makes you think I even need help now? Did someone say something to you or something? I am just so confused.
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