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robbingnovember (profile) wrote,
on 2-16-2004 at 12:19am
Current mood: betrayed
Subject: I called my mom last night She said, "Sweetie, you don't need someone who's more fleeting than fall"
i feel hurt. I feel betrayed. Now i know who i can really count on and who i can't. No one even called. If sara wasn't here i would have been alone all night. No one stood up for me. No one cared. Thanks to Sara and ron for making me feel better. Thanks to Cari for being awesome in general. yeah, i guess 3 + years means nothing to anyone.
Could you tell me the next time that you're choking?
'Cause I'll rush right over
to shove some dirt right down your throat
It's nothing I have against you
You're just a creep and
you can't remember the last five years
What's a bond if it dissolves in water?
I took a piss that lasted longer
than you and your manipulations
I called my mom last night
She said, "Sweetie, you don't need someone
who's more fleeting than fall"
'Cause don't you love those leaves?
Don't you wish the orange stayed forever
And Crickets sang in the night all through winter?"
And I thought, slow down, Chris
Think of all the time this jerk
has fucked you up and left you down
And hey, I choose my company
by the beating of their hearts
Not the swelling of their heads
Besides, I'd rather forget the days we spent
Than try to stay afloat in shallow water.
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kariny

02-16-04 1:26am

i called you as i CAUGHT you stalking. ahh next time do it with the pro. also we had fun when we were together. cha, if it werent for me and paige you would have not seen taytlor. WE love youuu

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perfectpaigey

Re:, 02-16-04 1:58am

for not being original, i'm just gonna second what she said.
we loooooove our bessie.
beyond.

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robbingnovember

02-16-04 9:32am

yeah you guys are good on my list. we had fun <3

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Sargonnis

02-16-04 11:39am

You guys might want to try to work your stuff out, maybe. I talked to him last night, he doesnt hate you and I think this can be stopped before it gets out of hand.

On the more-important-to-me issue of betrayal, however, i think you are taking things way too far. No one went to the party to slight you, no one chose sides. I was invited in the morning, I told him I was coming. When I got there, I found out you were not specifically invited, but that he also didnt care if you came or not, he just was not going to call. I was not going to leave, I am also not getting involved. When I was fighting with Harry, I didnt expect you to fight my battles for me, at all, and I dont think you should expect that either. Not once did I ever try to get you to drop a plan already laid out, or try to make you feel bad for going to hang out with him ( Dana, maybe - for good reason in my head - but I dont think I did it to you or Stacey ever ) it is not fair at all. I personally dont think you should be basically tossing this out there: "anyone who went to Karl's is not my real friend" because its crap and you know it. I am not choosing a side, and if that means that I am on your bad side for a while, then so be it - I am relatively sure you will not be as angry sometime later, and then it will be normal again. You are still my BFF either way...

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fishnchipsahoy

02-16-04 4:52pm

1+ year***

and i called you.

i still dont get what the drama was for. unnecessary

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freakish

02-16-04 10:50pm

don't worry sarah. i never even knew about this. welcome to my life.

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