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| unbleachedblond (profile) wrote, on 2-16-2004 at 11:43am | |
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| last nite was youth group. it was kinda similar to last week's but not really. we had a mass and then went to the gym. when they asked us to divide up into groups, i headed to support. ive been reevaluating my life lately and ive realized that i do a lot of shit i shouldnt be doing. but im not ready to change. i dont want to change. but when they asked me why i was there, i didnt feel comfortable saying anything with my sister there. i guess i offended her by saying that but its true. maybe im embarrassed by the shit i do, but i guess i dont really want my sister to be a big part of my life. as coldhearted and soulless as that sounds, its true. im not close to her and even when i try to its almost like shes too immature to understand. or maybe its me thats immature. i dunno. it really hit home when shea started crying tho. it made me realize that we are in the same boat. maybe we can help each other get out. im gunna call her when she gets outa school. maybe take her to dinner or sumthing. shes going through a "im hopeless" phase and no one should ever feel like theyre hopeless. anyways, im goin go take a nap. so i'll catch you all later. |
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jburt1 | 02-18-04 12:32am I don't blame you for not wanting to talk with your sister right there..or for "ditching" her (I'd have done the same)...but you should try to help her realize that you two have different friends/different lives. |