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| sexycuban (profile) wrote, on 2-16-2004 at 6:20am | |
| Current mood: drained Music: Some tecno song Subject: Life |
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| Grrr....me and my mom had a huge conversation on how i hate living here and all i wanna do is get away and how i want her to leave my dad she pretends to listen to me but i know she dosent give a flying fuck...i worned her that if she dosent do something im going to run away..she got scared and i hope she can see how i hate it here..ive been writing alot lately in my journal (not this one one that i have at home) and she read it and saw all of my poems and songs and she is realizing that im really depressed and disturbed hopefully its a wakeup call to her i really need to get out of this hell hole i mean id rather live under a bridge then live here i cant take my dads shit anymore...and my sister on the other hand dosent give a shit i mean she dosent care about the shit that happends here she pretends everything is okay i wish i could be like her i cant tho i mean the things that happen here are like something i wish i would have never seen....wow im going to need alot of therapist once i get older..haha wow dont i sound pathetic...i mean there are so many other people out there that have it worse that i do i realize that but like the shit i go through and see are life altering....whats really sad is that i have a this dream that one day i will be able to go to sleep at night and not be scared to wake up i hate waking up knowing im in the shit still and just another day of fighting throwing shit and arguements to go through...it really sucks anywho me and mike seem to be getting along again and thats really good i love him and i dont want to lose him...hopefully this summer my mom will get an apartment or something that way me and mike can hang out all the time that would be really cool....well imma go im tired of typing | |
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| Anonymous | 02-16-04 9:12pm you dont seem pathetic... you are |
sexycuban | Re:, 02-17-04 10:42am NO your pathetic for not having enough balls to leave your name.... |