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robbingnovember (profile) wrote,
on 12-22-2002 at 1:05pm
Current mood: awake
Music: Goodbye Forever
Subject: All my friends...
... that don't talk to me anymore!!
Finally after several monthes of contemplating, Stephanie Lynn Harding= ex best friend. (and possibly not even friend at all considering we never talk [ keeping the hope alive ] )
I hate change.. when it happens to people who i think are already perfect.
Why do people abandon me? I guess its just that easy to give up.
Stephanie and I were the best of best friends in 8th and the beginning of 9th and then suddenly she got new friends, new clothes and a tan and a pale eccentric nerdy kid was out of the question.
She's really happy now. I guess that means the further someone gets from me.. the happier they are.
Beware of girls named Sarah i guess then. They will bring you down.
I hate her new friends.. they are everything i strive not to be.. i couldn't imagine how the ol' stephanie could have liked them. If i ever became like that i'd shoot myself. boom
I swear I don't even know why i want her to still be my friend. I guess i am hoping that the old Stephanie is somewhere inside.
Ya know its not that hard to keep in touch with someone from another school.
ex: Sara and I still reallly close.
Stephanie used to say that we'd be friends forever when i commented about how we'd prolly lose touch in highschool.
I was right. again.
Fuck her, i bet someone already has actually, I've stopped crying over this. I'm forgotten.
I have other friends who care about me.
Sorry for being a bad person to talk to online- Dana-
I love my friends
SBE
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justlikeyouimagined

i love sarah bess, 12-22-02 5:15pm

I know how you feel... I lost Elena.. and she is different now anyways... i supose.. if our freinds really cared about us tehy would attempt to stay in touch.. but times change and your true freinds stay near... and i have stayed with you cus i love you... although i dont relaly have a choice cus ur my cousin lol the end

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wannabe

12-22-02 5:56pm

i agree in general. and i love "fuck her, i bet somebody already has already." haha

and i <3 your new icon.
and i <3 SBE

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justlikeyouimagined

icon, 12-22-02 6:53pm

XX personally, the icon confuses me... i dont get it.. is it supose to be you? your hair is darker and u usually wear glasses... What happend to the real picture of oyu? your so hot... the end.. wait not the end... someone fucked stephanie? well u said maybe.. who knows? all the ex bestfreinds are sluts these days... blah! The End (fo' rale)XX

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Anonymous

12-23-02 12:02pm

stephanie did change a lot... i dont like it... =/ oh well.

i'm glad because my ex best friend + i just started talking again.. it makes me smile muchly. =D

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