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| EyesOfCrystal (profile) wrote, on 2-18-2004 at 10:28am | |
| I've come to realize....there are people out there i dont even know...that ive never even seen before.... i dont know what they look like or sound like or act like....and i HATE them. And thats because of people who have mentioned them and all they mentioned was their name. but the way they talked about them...even tho nothing bad was said about them....makes me hate them with everything inside of me. i dont know if i sould feel bad or not. And there are people who just write things in these journals..... more people i dont even know... and jsut they way they type... the way they seem to sound so....perfect...drives me insane. And lately ive been saying very violent things just randomly. like i see someone i dont like walking up the stairs and im whispering "trip, trip, trip" or i see someone i dont like who has a broken bone now and i laugh. And strangly enough, i dont feel bad. because i dont like them. and the way they do things and the way they treat people makes me think they deserve to trip, or break their finger, or even worse. Specially one person inparticular. One person who... i dont know where she lives, what she looks like, what she acts like, how she treats people...i dont know ANYTHING about her.....and i want her gone. i wish she was never born. Im so angry im drawing pictures of a stick person with a bullet in thier skull and there ligaments cut off bleeding all over the place....pretending its her. and i dont think its enough. who knows..... maybe she doesnt deserve to die. maybe im the one who does. shes obviously a better person than me by the things people say. maybe its her who sould be shooting me and cutting off my arms and legs. Heaven knows i feel like she already did...but like i said... i dont even know her. |
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| Anonymous | 03-02-04 1:04am why do you hate someone soo bad?? ilol btw i hit random and got yours and since i have no life i read on...who is this person? i know you dont know me, but if theres anything you ever need to talk about, im here....ive gone trhough alot of the same family crap that you have so on some indirect level, we already have alot in common. but yeah just thought id let you know that there are ppl who care...iyou just sound like you hate this person alot....and im trying to comprehend why? w/b |