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| EyesOfCrystal (profile) wrote, on 2-18-2004 at 9:41pm | |
| God I want out of here. I PRAY that my mom says yes tomorrow. I cant stand it here anymore. theres just so many things wrong. And i guess i have a bigger heart than i thought...either that or im just stupid, but after the way my dad and venita treat me...im still worried about hurting thier feelings. ( my dads actually ) but that is not gonna stop me from asking my mom about it. i AM moving out of here and im going to be happy. It will be great. I can just see it..... i pack up my stuff....(at least the important things) and im out. gone for good. and my new family is going to be a hell of a lot better. Now, im going to tell you who im moving in with..... but i dont want to hear any crap from anybody. because, just so you know... i am not moving in just because i want to be with this person. it is because his family treats me better than anybody ive ever known. Im talking to my mom tomorrow to see if she will take custidy (sp) over me. then once thats done she lets me move in with the Putt family. I know right about now my friends are prolly in a frenzy...but if you knew what was going on here you would understand why im doing this. Im not taken care of here.... *i dont get any breakfast * i dont get lunch money and they WILL NOT fill out the form for me to get reduced or even free lunch * when im sick they tell me to go to bed early...no medicine *Venita makes fun of me and rubs it in my face that shes thinner than me *my dad is totally brainwashed by venita now and doesnt even know me anymore * I get blamed for everything * no one cares about me when i cry...they just tell me "nothing can be that bad" * every time i cry its because of them and the putts are the exact opposite MAMA PUTT is the one who gives me lunch money. MAMA PUTT is the one who goes out of her way to drive me medicine when im sick MAMA PUTT buys my cat her food THE PUTTS would never make fun of me OR make me cry. they are the perfect family and my mom knows it. and trust me there is alot more than what i typed above.... i made a list of i think its 40 reasons (right now) of why i shouldnt be living here and should be with living with people who care about me....the putts. (oh just to add another thing...the putts arent alcoholics like my dad and venita) yea well thats about all.... oh and dont forget to read the entry after this. i wrote these both today ( i had a rough day ) |
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THE+ONE+I+LOVE | 02-19-04 3:16pm I'm glad erica! if you are happy with the putts, and you mom will say yes, then i think that you should do it, i don't like you dad, u know that, and i'm not just sayin it, i seriously care for you and think you should do what feels comfortable, nobody should be treated like that...
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TonyP. | 02-19-04 6:15pm erica your right you do deserve better than that you know
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ChelTheSmell | 02-19-04 6:56pm hey...my parents are bigger alcoholics than yours...maybe i should move out *thinking face* hmm...lol...kidding kidding. i have no where to go to. which really sucks ass cause im treated like shit here too. but its kinda getting better with me and my ma but with my dad its kinda getting worse but this isnt about me this is about you. i wish you luck and hope everything works out the way you plan. i also hope that someday soon things will work out with you and the folks at home...i dont like this with you guys all hating each other. once again im in the middle
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THE+ONE+I+LOVE | Re:, 02-19-04 7:28pm chelsea, your such a red headed blonde! lol, anywho, thats funny, whats the next book? |
| _iggy_ | 02-19-04 8:27pm ooh ooh!!! iwanna pick... hmm. how about that humpty dumpty dude??? nothing is funnier than an egg with the last name Dumpty. and we can all relate.
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ChelTheSmell | Re:, 02-19-04 8:53pm your funny...i cant relate to an egg with the last name dumpty very well...im a red head with the last name dadd...i dont think we have that much in commom me and that egg |
EyesOfCrystal | Re:, 02-19-04 10:45pm Awww... its ok that you werent on andrea. i forgive you. hey hey...the forever december concert is coming up and thier selling the cds i think. want me to buy you one and either send it to you or wait till you get here? |
| _iggy_ | 02-21-04 11:07pm YEAH!!!! i want a CD!!!! NOW BIOTH!!! lol... i didnt mean biotch to you!!!... i meant it towards the cd... lol. cuz i wuv my errca to itzy bitzy pieces!!! MUAH!!!
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