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| xonixieox (profile) wrote, on 2-19-2004 at 4:00pm | |
| Current mood: angry Subject: bull shit! |
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| so for now the only thing i can really say is BULL SHIT!!! ................. What does the word BESTFRIEND mean to you?? i think it means not lying, not talking behind your back, and always being there for you! it looks like i cant trust anyone!! Vacation sux! hopefully going to amandas house this weekend!! (maybe even today!!) but i dunno! my phone doesnt work so i cant call her!! grrrrrrrrrrr.... there are a few people that i know will always be there for me and she is one! i can count on emme, lizzy and christina too! (cant forget Darien) i miss emme!! i havnt talked to her in so long :'( it makes me sad to think about it! we used to be inseperable and now look what has happened... its like the whole thing was a waste of my time... but when i think about it i cant say that because it could NEVER be a waste of my time! those were the best times of my life!! i wouldnt be the person i am today without those people, that person! i love her so much... but its like now that its over theres nothing i can do to save it! i guess im happy that shes having a "better" life and getting to know "better" people... but it still hurts inside to know that i can be dropped like that... for someone that is so much better than me!! I love you so much... and i always will! the phone calls every once in a while dont cut it... i never see you... when we used to talk about it i couldnt imagine even a day without you... how long has it been now? weeks? months? i cant help thinking about it because it makes me cry... I miss you... i really do!!!! ... so if you ever need me i'm here... dont ever forget that... dont ever forget me! i love you! <3 nikkie |
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xoxchubbyxox | hello nikkie, 02-22-04 4:25pm hey nikkie i am finally home from hicksville, did u know that bongs r legal in New Hampshire? interesting i know... well now i am doing a stupid spanish project and miss you and dont forget to get "detachable penis" on ur mix cd! "kmao"!! and be happy cuz tomorrow u get gifts form new hampshire that i picked up....no bongs, so sorry. next february vacation maybe i will stay with you or u can come with me... and maybe it wont be that special time of the month....ya that was fun!!! and i really really love your bras from target esp. the colorful push up and u have ta break my bracelet cuz lizzy did...and he ISNT on ur list! and i am so sorry that i am a loser haha...i love you like the new hampshire teenagers love thinking they are cool. hahaha u should have seen it.... well at least i went to the new hampshire equivalent of express lol i love you soooooooooooh much!!! great times text messaging with you for an entire lonely week!!! kmao.....! |