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| collageof-frozenfear (profile) wrote, on 2-20-2004 at 2:01am | |
| Current mood: Depressed Music: The difference--Matchbox 20 |
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| Mmkay, I'm gonna try to make all this as short as possible. I don't much feel like writing right now. I haven't been on much because I felt really bad for being on so much and not being with brandon. I wanted to just keep a journal OFF the net but I don't think I'd keep up with it so for now, I'll force myself to write in this one. The school started shit the other day. I'm not going into it but now I'm dropping out and getting my GED. Thank god, I won't have to put up with all their shit. Jerry's joining the army right? Well, we were in the car today (Me, him, and his g/f Liz) and we were driving home listening to Matchbox 20. Their song called The Difference came on and its like, I hate him SO fucking bad but he knows Liz is leaving him when he goes to the army. While it was playing, I kept watching him and he kept looking down and looking out the window every now and then. I'll post the lyrics below. It's such a fucking sad song when it comes to that shit. And like I said, I hate him SO bad but all I could do was just cry. I don't think I'll ever forget the look on his face. Brandon did his hair like a little jamaican kid. He's so fucking cute =) THE DIFFERENCE Slow dancing on the boulevard In the quiet moments while the citys still dark Sleepwalking through the summer rain In the tired spaces You could hear her name when she was warm and tender And you held her arms around you There was nothing but her love and affection She was crazy for you Now she's part of something that you lost [Chorus] And for all you know This could be The difference between what you need And what you wanna be Yeah, what you wanna be Night swimming in her diamond dress Making small circles move across the surface Stand watching from the steady shore Feeling wide open and waiting for Something warm and tender Now she's moving further from you There was nothing that could make it easy on you Every step you take reminds you that she's walking on [Chorus] Yeah, for all you know This could be The difference between what you need And what you want Every word you never said Echoes down your empty hallway And everything that was your world Just came down Day breaking on the boulevard Feel the sun warming up your second hand heart Light swimming right across your face And you think maybe someday, yeah Maybe someday [Chorus] For all you know Yeah, this could be The difference between what you need And what you want Yeah, for all you know For all you know Yeah, for all that you know This is what you wanna be What you wanna be |
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kangabunny | 02-20-04 6:47pm that's sad ='(
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