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| moana (profile) wrote, on 2-21-2004 at 6:53am | |
| I’m sorry. I’m just so sorry. I wish I could be dependable, reliable, someone who’ll be there when you’re old to babysit your kids and tell them horror stories about their moms, you guys. I wanna be the funky aunt who gives em chocolate when you say no and buys them their first condoms. but i'm not going to. because i won't be able to. as a friend, the basis of a friendship should be support. simply being there for one another. i've failed the most basic of test already, and yet i've paraded as your friends, all of you guys, without shame or dignity. but i'm not going to be there for you. one day you'll want me by your side as a friend, or you'll need my support, and i jsut won't be there. i can't be there. i'm so sorry for that. i feel it's fair for you to know. don't count on me to be there, don't depend on me to help you, because i can't. i'm so sorry, you can only imagine how sorry i am... i love you all. i wish i could change myself but i can't, it's too late. i want to be there as long as i can, but i only have so much time. your friendships have meant the world to me, but i don't deserve the world. and you all deserve more reliable friends. so in case i don't see ya, bye you guys.. all my love |
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metalhead | 02-21-04 7:45am It's not your fault. It can't be helped. And don't say goodbye. You're still here.
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barney | 02-22-04 3:58am Fajeh! whats happening? i'm in lebanon now.. and i see this and i'm worried sick.. please. please dont say goodbye fajeh.. i love you! and i'll wait for you but please dont say goodbye... you can sleep over everyday when i get back.. i'll get you the deftones.. i'll dance to the foo fighters for you in the talent show... just please dont go. |