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| lowbacca1977 (profile) wrote, on 2-21-2004 at 3:22pm | |
| Subject: nightmares |
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| its strange how the same thing, in different circumstances, can have such different meanings and significance. how what is good at one time, can be horrible at another. its wierd to wake up, and realise that the dream i had, had i had it two months ago, would have been one of my best dreams ever. now, though, it is perhaps the worst nightmare i've ever had. its so strange to feel like that. a dream so potent that when i woke up, for a few minutes, i'd totally forgotten i'd lost her by now...but when that set in, it was like going through it all again but faster. a total nightmare, in really every way. |
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cujochick15 | know how ya feel, 02-21-04 4:31pm I had the same thing happen last night....i dreamt this dream that would have been great a few weeks ago, but when i woke up realized how gone he really was. And it totally sucks (i've also been screaming in my sleep, or so my roomie tells me, but i don't know if the two are connected) anyhoo my point is that break ups suck, there is no way around it. I know that yours is probably a lot worse then mine (esp cause i caused mine) but hopeful everything that you are going thru is part of the greeving process, ya know....at least that's what i keep telling myself. I hope that you feel better and i hope that you get thru all of this cause you are quite possibly one of the most awesomest people i know. I know we don't talk much anymore, but i still think you rock. If you ever need a psycho girl to bounce stuff off of, i'm always around
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| lowbacca1977 | Re: know how ya feel, 02-21-04 4:57pm glad to know i'm not the only person familiar with these sorts of feelings......it just hurts all the more because i can't get myself to let go. and i hate myself for that. |
| cujochick15 | Re: Re: know how ya feel, 02-21-04 5:50pm don't hate yourself for that.....letting go isn't easy.....I held on to one guy for like 5 years and finnally after 5 years my heart was ready to move on. I dated other guys during that time, but i still held on to him.....and it was seriously just time that i needed inorder to get over him. all i can really tell you is to just trust yourself, know that you will eventually get over this, maybe not anytime soon, but it will happen. Dont rush trying to get over her now, give yourself time |
| lowbacca1977 | Re: Re: Re: know how ya feel, 02-21-04 6:59pm well, its more also, i can't stop hoping for her back |
| Anonymous | Just wanted to let you know..., 02-22-04 9:38pm I read your post on the Ewan board, and was going to reply but figured odds are you'll read it here first. (I'm zacs rockstar, so you know) I know how you feel and understand what you're going through. My long distance relationship is still going, but it's kind of starting to fray. There are a lot of different things pressuring it. I think that he thinks it's all hunky dory, but I really don't feel that way. I know the sickness you feel and the emotions you go through because I went through it with his best friend (yea, what a combination...) Anyway, there was a point to all of this...I'm just not sure how to explain it...
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