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mle (profile) wrote,
on 12-24-2002 at 10:03am
Current mood: cold, tired, happy :)
Music: boy sets fire - in hope
Subject:
last night was pointless.
except for the cuddling :)


so quiet
another wasted night
the television steals the conversation
exhale
another wasted breath
again it goes unnoticed
please tell me youre just feeling tired
cause if its more than that
i feel that i might break
(dashboard confessional - again i go unnoticed)

me and rikki drove out there last night. but there was *nothing* going on. i was so mad. around 10, we finally convinced aaron to have people over to watch memento. eventually, me and rikki got our flirt on ;) lol. we're so cute.
marcus was being kinda quiet most of the night. but i think it was cause he was actually watching the movie. i dont know. the little things he does makes me feel like this isnt just a random makeout buddy. but then i remember- its me. no one can want me. thats just not right. i dont know. but im not complaining.
even if nothing ever comes from this, id still be happy :)

if it aint coming out
we're not goin anywhere
so why cant i just tell you that i care
cause im feeling nervous
tryin to be so perfect
cause i know youre worth it, youre worth it
(avril lavigne - things ill never say)

we've got this ongoing "i win" battle between me and marcus for a long time. well last night when we were fighting about it online, he was like "hey, you can join my team and then we'll both win" ;) yay for stupid little things that make me happy!

speaking of which... ive got his senior picture now. wohoo! :)

mle
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spud

12-24-02 5:28pm

i saw collison at 10 o clock on sunday.

still doofy.
ugly as hell.

and all the way across the church i felt his demeanor.

i havent seen him since 3rd grade, and i still hate him.

see what girls do to you?

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mle

Re:, 12-24-02 8:42pm

lol. ouch.
but its true. he hasnt changed - looks or otherwise. hes still a horny lil jerk.
hey- i was at that mass too.. but i guess i missed you.

mle

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