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EyesOfCrystal (profile) wrote,
on 2-23-2004 at 10:23am
Yea, so my dad kicked me out the other night...he came in my room after a couple minutes of yelling and swearing at me and told me "to pack my shit and be gone by tomorrow" so i did...and now im living with tony. my mom came and picked me up last night and drove me there with all my stuff. then around 8:30 or so my dad calls there. he says that he never told me to leave and he never kicked me out and that i needed to come home, so i told him i was home...i was at tonys. that made him so angry. he was like "well you give the phone to this...mama putt person" so i gave her the phone and he said that if i wasnt home by 9:00 that he was gonna call the police and have them come get me and mama putt was totally calm and said " well we will have her mom call you cuz shes the one who dropped her off here and wants her to be here, she signed a paper saying she is to live here with us and go to school." so i called my mom, told her waht just happened, she called my dad and now my dad is super pissed..... but today after school, i have to call my mom and she is gonna pick me up from school and me, her and my dad are going to dinner to get this all worked out. and i am NOT going back to that man's house. not after the things my mom told me about him. and not after i have all my stuff unpacked .... im not leaving. im where im supposed to be. they take care of me.
My mom thinks my dad might be using drugs again... AGAIN! i didnt know about the first time!! but i guess..according to my mother who i beleive completly....said that he used to sell..and use...and thats why my mom divorced him.....and the way he is acting now is the way he was acting when he was using. and my mom thinks it was venita who got him back into it. cuz my mom said that she used to hang out with my dad at the bar, and he was friends with venita's sister...and venita and her sister were in the bar and my dad and venita and her sis were talking about getting high. so mmmhmmm....allergies.....riiiight.... ok thats why your dead from the smoke now right?? grrr.....thats another reason i dont wanna be there. i cant stand drugs or people who use them...and i wont be around it. and i cant stand the way im treated, or anything. i know they love me, im their kid.. its manditory....but still.... they dont care, and its obvious! so yea, thats all, i just opened up to the world!
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ChelTheSmell

02-23-04 4:05pm

erica...my dad used to sell drugs and he used to do drugs and he used to be an alcoholic and he still is! my dad doesnt do drugs anymore...and either does my mom! so if my mama is the sister your talking about your wrong cause she doesnt do drugs no more! me and my mom allways talk bad about the people we know who do drugs so im more than sure that she doesnt. and my mom told me every family member that does drugs that she knows of and i dont know of any of my aunts doing drugs right now...so i dont know which sister your talking about of aunt venita's cause all of her sisters are my aunts and i know that only a few of them prolly get high but like not very often anymore...so who are you talking about? and im pretty sure your dad isnt cause my parents are like the only people he hangs out with cause there losers (lol) and mine dont do drugs anymore so im pretty sure yours dont. im not trying to start an argument with you i just dont want you to tell people something about your father that isnt true. im sorry if i sound snotty but you know how i am when people talk about my family...sorry its instint (sp?)


well i really dont like this whole fighting thing that going on with your family. i feel in the middle just like the fight with the 'group' if thats what you guys call it...im in the middle again. i feel like everyone is wanting me to pick a side but i cant...its my best friend/ cousin/ sister against my uncle and my aunt. i dont know what to do. i just wish everything was like it used to be. i miss everyone being happy...

well love you allways ewica!,

Chewsea..

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_iggy_

02-23-04 7:49pm

well, i dont know what to say. i am not gonna agree or disagree with the whole drug use thing cuz i have absolutly no clue about anything dealing with that. but i will comment on the way that your dad (and step mom) are behaving. your dad needs to pull his head outt his ass and make a decision right now whether or not his flesh and blood daughter is important enough for him to change his act. your dad has become more of an ass ever since venita came around - i love venita and all, and no offense to chel, but she has more days in a month than anyone that i have ever met!!! i love you erica and i prayed for you. i also got a vision and ideas.

when i was praying for you i remembered situations with my dad. i then got a thought/ reminder of how i didnt want to leave cedar, i didnt want to leave my friends, i didnt want to go back to my old school... but it was best for me. then it occured to me, by God, that me talking to you might give you the chance to move back with your mom for a year. just untill i get back. i know that you dont wanna leave the school, your friends, or go back to lakeview... but its best for you. i also realized that moving here gave me more motivation to lose the weight that i want to so that i when i do go back to cedar i can look good (emphasize on good... lol). and i know how much you and i both envy thin ppl, so i thought that since your mom has the right equipment you could fulfill that goal... especially since vegas isnt that far away.

i love you erica and i dont want it to sound like i am forcing you to do anything... i just want what is best for you and i know how much that one goal means to you. i guess that all i am doing is trying to help.... again, i love you and i will try to call you tomorrow after school ok!!! muah!!!

**envisions andrea and erica walking into school on the first day of our senior year and having all the guys drop jaw!!!**

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