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| SnOwFlAkEa4 (profile) wrote, on 2-23-2004 at 8:27pm | |
| Current mood: i wnet from happy and hopeful to depressed Music: angel of mine |
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| well i been out all weekend and i finally got a tan with jenna well not tan but i got some color so i guess its good... and well im sad bc im sick of people that i know and care about being hurt or even dying... yeah over the weekend danny and conners mom died... i love you 2 dearly and im here for you.. and ima miss her too alot! me n my mom had a talk about life and death... i held back my tears bc i had to be strong for my mom.. she cried but i tried to be wierd so shed laugh even though i was almost crying... when she left i did cry...for about 2 hours i found out things about my life i didnt know nor did i want to know. anyway today at school i was depressed. i mean really and alot of ppl noticed and its not for one reason its for alot of reasons. no im not telling i didnt tell anyone no onee knows why and im ot letting it out and i dont care if its good or bad.. after school me n my mom bonded alot today i told her alot of stuff.. like life and school and boys hehe and she told me stories it was actually fun talking to her! also yaminah and sara has been good friends to me.. they talked to me and i let alot out to them and they helped me be hyper! lol ily guys! but ne way im going to go eat pizza p.s the song i have on.. listen to the words that kinda contibutes to my depression |
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mizprettyinpink | 02-24-04 8:41pm lisa its a great song ive felt that way about only one person and i love you im here for you so when you want to talk you know you can call me ... please forget about marcus ... hes not that great please lisa listen to your friends!!! tim is muuuuuuuuuuuuch better! much better than mark! pleaseplease dont be sad it makes me sad for you to be sad because i love you but you honestly need to come back online because i need someone to talk to too lol i love you dweeb! ~lauren
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snowflakea4 | Re:, 02-24-04 8:53pm lauren i love you too but the last time i am telling everyone i like tim as a friend! he is a really good friend.. and yeah i am on the verge of getting over him.. sara setzer drew me a picture and i hung it on my wall (come over and see it) so i look at that.. it hasnt been efective yet but hopefully soon... ahhh but thanks for being there for me!!
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mizprettyinpink | 02-24-04 9:06pm i didnt mean tim was right for you i meant hes 10 bajillion times better than marcus silly goose! |
snowflakea4 | Re:, 02-24-04 9:22pm ... hmm idk about that!! lol dont kill me now |
| Anonymous | 02-24-04 9:23pm hey hun! we gotta hang out some time and yea! lol i saw u at the parade!!! YaY! well call me sometime!
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lilangelo6 | 02-24-04 9:44pm hey!!.. i*m really sry about what u found out.. i*m always here for u!!... and its amazing.. u didn*t get SUNBURNED!!!... yay.. a tan!!!.. lol *lys*
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snowflakea4 | Re:, 02-24-04 10:09pm nikki be quiet lol i told you id get tan! not sunvurn but your like nooo lol and thank you it means a ton that your here for me and im here for you too k! dont EVER forget!! lylas! |
| Anonymous | 02-25-04 1:15am It is amazing how so many things in life are beyond ones control, like people dying at a young age or like how a persons feelings can change towards a certain person. In this case, all anyone can do is try to live as healthy as possible and try to be as good a person possible. The rest is out of ones control. So as long as one tries his/her best, then that's good enough. In dealing with Marcus, if you know in your heart that you tried your best with Marcus, then that was good enough. There was nothing more that you could do. -Meana Dad |
| Anonymous | 02-25-04 1:26am BTW, those bubbles floating to the surface on your journal relax me (hehe) -MD |
snowflakea4 | Re:, 02-25-04 5:26pm yeah you are right! and im glad you are giving me advice.. i am definatly trying to get over him bc there isnt anything i can do.. its kinda sad but you know me ill make the sun shine in the poaring rain!!!! thanks a BUNNNCHHH!!! |
snowflakea4 | Re: Re:, 02-25-04 5:27pm oh and yeah bubbles are sooooo awesome!!! lol next it may be flutterflies |