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| werealljaded (profile) wrote, on 2-23-2004 at 10:57pm | |
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this is a poem that a friend wrote about me... AWWWWW is all i can say, along with DAMN .dedicated to someone else's broken heart. rock hard exteriors built to shield a terrible disease that seeps its way into an unnoticed crack in the wall. ..he had no clue at all.. he grabbed her hand and kissed her lips she's jaded and blinded.. headed for a fall. she sang the words to her favorite song a song that made her feel throw her sugar and a smile, and it's her heart you'll steal but it's not enough, the cut's too deep, she's never gonna let you in on the secrets she keeps fuck you she screams. familiar phrase. every week's another scar from a different boy and a brand new start. no more wishing on the stars. she stands alone with old photos that still shine, sees the smiles and she smiles so much hope for a return to make everything in her life alright but every night she burns fix this.. fix this if you'd just come back to fix this maybe then she'd be able to breathe and every guy she ever met wouldn't make her lonely heart bleed at the end of the poem, that "person" who needs to come back to me is my father. julia thinks that the way i handle my emotions and guys is because of HIM. i wonder if this theory could be correct. true, he is a wackjob and i havn't seen him in 17 years, but how does that have anything to do with MY heart? it says in there that i have a different guy every week b/c i wont let myself fall for them adn i push them away before they get to close..wow i had no idea that she knew me so well. I LOVE YOU JULESSS i hung out with mike tonight, he's a cute kid (horrible kisser), but i don't know, i'm just not getting anything from him. and it sucks b/c now i wish we didn't kiss b/c that means i led him on. i hate this shit |
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iwishiwerehere | 02-28-04 11:48pm ill believe it ...electra complex is common in girls who don't have strong relationships with their fathers or have never met them... don't turn into no sylvia plath though : / |
iwishiwerehere | 02-28-04 11:49pm ill believe it ...electra complex is common in girls who don't have strong relationships with their fathers or have never met them... don't turn into no sylvia plath though : / |