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supergurl (profile) wrote,
on 2-24-2004 at 9:47am
Current mood: angry
Music: want u bad- the offspring
Subject: my life for now
once, agen, Logan! Ok, here's how it goes...I talked to my "friend" ashle, and she was all like "would u do ne thing to get Logan back bc I think I can help u" and I asked Logan if he would ever go bac out with me and he said yes and Ash was like "me n Logan r gettin close, ill help ya get him back, help me get josh bac" (Josh is her ex that she is in love with)...same day but later, i asked britt if her n Logan were still going out, my reply "no, he broke up with me for ash"..Yesterday, "r u going out with ash???" him "ya"...his icon is the same as it was for me "i love ashley"...Today i find out he never went out with Britt, she juss didnt like me and didnt want Logan to go out with me so she lied and told him if he didnt go along with it that she would b mad at him. and everytime she asked him at church if he was still goin out with me, and he said yes, she would b mad at him and hit him.....
I think this is sooo fluckin dum, that he choooses some girl that hated him and everything, over his girlfriend who he supposedly "loves so much"...Seriously, I am ready to give up, and start on Tim...But i dont want to, bc I dont want to get hurt...I dont even know this kid, Tim! So i have to meet him Friday, + he <3s Lisa! ugghh!!!! life is soo complicated! ( I know I know...Im not the only one...I am juss a lil drama queen sumtimes *smiles shyly*)
oh, and it doesnt make it ne better that my friend Sarah could die!!! I promiced not to cry and bc i luv her, I am not going to do it! She has a weak heart and it doesnt function right, and she went to the doctors and they said it was getting worse and the next step is surgery and if it doesnt work as planned, she will die, and she cant get a heart transplant bc it makes the odds worse for living....If she died, i would b miserable, I trust her with my life, and to tell u the truth, I havent even met her! thats the funny part, I care sooo much for her and I trust her so much, and she is one of my closest frinds, and I am one of hers...I mean, the fact we havent ever met, means nothing to us...we r so close like that tho! She told me not to cut myself bc I am her closest friend that she has alive...so, I am not going to die on her...**Sarah, I luv u!!!!**
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Anonymous

Hey its Sarah, 03-04-04 8:40am

hey uh thanks for what u said... anyways only a few more months intill i'll be there ta see u.. well wait.. i have some bad news..

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