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confused+abused (profile) wrote,
on 2-24-2004 at 3:03pm
Ok here goes... a rant... well I was sitting in my room today radio blaring... you know thinking today was supposed to be fun... no school... not boring... ALONE... and I'm not supposed to feel like this... my life is going pretty good I mean I am passing all my classes... I think or thought something along those lines I had some pretty good friends... I'll have my liscence by the end of the week... yet how come i still want to die... I hate waking up in the morning... and how come I hate life in general? I am a 16 year old girl life is supposed to be a blast so how come I hate it...? Could someone please clue me in?
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wildthing

02-24-04 3:27pm

you know what i get thta feeling too...its like someone is restrainin you from doing something you want..like getting out more or something...but i know that feeling

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_iggy_

02-24-04 5:36pm

...ever since moved back here i have had symptoms of major depression. i would just start crying for no reason, i have became social with only myself and a few select, i have cut myself open a few more times... and i am constantly thinking of new and interesting ways to die. i hate being like this... and i dont want you to end up where i am. my mom took my medication away --which she isnt certified to do cuz it only makes my symptoms worse-- and now i have to pull through everyday withought a little pill that makes me happy. but i do it.

point: i love you and i dont want anything bad to happen to you. i have found that if i can set a mental note for myself about something that i can reflect to keep me sane, it usually works. try to do stuff for yourself cuz when you accomplish things it will bring you up a little. just try to pull through... please!

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confused+abused

Re:, 02-27-04 11:40pm

Andrea you are such a sweetie what i would do without you i have no idea... i really think that next time your in michigan you should give me a call... or we should hang out something along those lines... lol... love ya babe thanks for caring...


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