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lovethehibiscus (profile) wrote,
on 2-24-2004 at 4:20pm
Current mood: happy//tired//irritated
Music: goo goo dolls - iris
Subject: a couple of things i noticed today...
a.) i need anger management..not that im violent when im angry..just need to learn how to breathe in and out or somethin haha :P

b.) math aggravates me

c.) so does walking in the hall

d.) i am very indecisive. it takes me forever to pick anything. i switch topics as if i am playing musical chairs. like for instance, i cant pick a confirmation name. at the moment i am stuck between valentine, kieran, and audrey. also i cant pick what career i want to do in the future. i think i am like this because i am scared that i am going to pick the wrong one and have to live with it forever. plus i will always have that thought of "what would of happened if i picked the other?" nippin at my brain.

e.) i am a loudmouth. i mean that i will not cower in talkin to strangers. giving a speech is a different thing but..the other night with no fear or nervousness at all i asked this spanish dude if that was his tacklebox sitting in the middle of olive garden.

f.) i need sound. i cant stand being in a place of complete utter silence. i need some sound of some sort in order to make me happy. not sounds like my ma hollerin and my brother cryin but more like music or birds twirpin or the wind or something

g.) today at school i felt like i wasnt watching a movie of school. i felt like i was actually in it. manda, jake, and maureen and i were walkin back from lunch and i felt like i wasnt invisible for the first time in a while.


when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am
goo goo dolls

peace out//hugs not drugs yall
*:) Andie
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Rina

02-24-04 8:36pm

i felt like i wasnt invisible for the first time in a while.

aww!
but man, i totally understand all of it!! for the anger, use your drug haha. but.. only if launch is working. because that might piss you off even more!
man, i heart you like no other :)

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