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| pamela (profile) wrote, on 2-25-2004 at 2:52pm | |
| Current mood: there isn't a word for it Subject: HI! |
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| Don't you just love half days? me too. bowling is great too, from 11-1:30, fun fun baby. today, wow....it started off bad, most of my days do. then when i got to school and saw everybody at the lunch room, my mood stayed the same. i was quite and didn't really pay attention. geography sucks so....no fun in there. western civilization is the only class i got to talk to anyone in, and we we're allowed to talk much today. then honors bio, nope...no one in there to talk to, so i started an at school journal. then i just started to have the best day...(gleeful sigh) wow, i really am loveing life. i dont think i'm going to youth group tonight, kind of tired and hungry, i haven't eaten anything all day....did the dingo ate your baby!!!! anyone remember that one??? huh? huh? :D right.....lol. so i'm in a fantastic mood, and yeah, i was just thinking about what some people and i were talking about yesterday, and i don't think i'm going to youth group. i just realized something in my life and well, i just feel like i can't go. i'm starting to think more and more, and well....i don't believe in christianity. i don't believe in God, but i do have an idea he may exsist, but then again i doubt it. i can't go to see friends, because i don't believe what he's teaching and somehow i think it would be wrong for me to be there. just to be there to hang out, cuz we don't really discuss much about christianity there. so that's done with for me. it just feel it would be wrong of me to go, does anyone understand that? it seems somewhat confusing, but if you lived in my mind you'd be confused too. well, i'm still having a fantastic day. tomorrow we go to regionals....sweet, our boys took 2nd place yesterday, super! well today has been a very great day and i can't figure out why? it's just like any other day, yet i feel different, maybe it's all my day dreaming that puts me in these moods.....yay. well this is kind of long, so talk to ya later! | |
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Angel_Bob | 02-25-04 5:09pm Half days are 73h r0x0rz!
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MindlessEternity | 02-25-04 10:23pm I've questioned my faith many times, so I know what you mean. I've come to believe more in destiny, and that things are preset for us all. There are mistakes, but the important aspects of our lives all happen for a reason. |