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glitterkisses (profile) wrote,
on 2-25-2004 at 4:30pm
Current mood: aggravated
Music: None, the sound of tapes ratteling around.
Subject: This is when it hurts me the most.
So yeah I'm at school right now. Doing nothing, because me and my partner were supouse to stay after school to work on our TV Production project. Yeah...she never showed up. Which makes me really mad, because:
1.) It's due in two days, and we don't have any footage.
2.) It would take us like 4 or 5 hours to do it, so I was just planning on getting a ride with my dad or mom on their way home, but now I have nothing to do untill 6 o'clock. Even my homework is finished. I even friecken did extra credit, yeah pretty sad.
So yeah, This week started off soooooooo great! Monday was like the best day I've had in like 6 or 7 months. After school me and Jess hung out and made our own video, haha it never gets old. If you haven't seen it lol you should, cos you'll laugh your tooshie off. Believe me you will. Then Tuesday was a pretty good day too, but then today. I swear it wasn't like terriable or anything, it just wasn't good. You know when sometimes your just really aggravated and when people are beind dumb, and trying to act funny you just think to yourself, "wow their friecken stupid, I want to hit them?" Yup, that was about the equivalence of today.
The longer and longer it takes, the less you realize that the more time that passes, untill you try to get it ...the more and more it gets torn apart, and the more it gets torn, the less respect I have for you, because of how you're making me feel. The more you tear it up, the pieces get so small, eventually it wont be able to be put back together. The sad part, is it still breaks my heart, not yours.
It's really not cool. Grrr I don't understand it. I just really think it all sucks, it's all stupid. It's just fake. It's bull shit. That's what I think and almost everyone else does. Cept the few lucky ones. jdfkjaflkjal;kfjal;ksjfl;kasjdf;lkfkjklajdfljaldfjal;f

Please don't happen again, please don't go back to the way it was. Please please please. akjdfkajsfdkjasdlfjaslkdfjlasjdflkjsdf
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.j.e.s.s.

02-25-04 5:25pm

i looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove you a lot jess!!!!!

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Glitterkisses

Re:, 02-25-04 8:44pm

I love you too Jess, thanx. For everything, I don't know what or where I'd be with out you.

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Big--Grindle

02-25-04 8:22pm

jess, i know this might seem wierd, but i'm here if u need me, i'm a good listener, and if u got a problem with a relationship and can't figure it out u can come to be i almost always help my friends, so i'm here if you need me jess!

~~~Jared Grindle

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Glitterkisses

Re:, 02-25-04 8:50pm

Well thanks.

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Big--Grindle

Re: Re:, 02-25-04 8:51pm

why the sarcasm?

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Glitterkisses

Re: Re: Re:, 02-25-04 8:54pm

I was being completley serious. Thank you, I think it's very kind of you.

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Big--Grindle

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-25-04 8:56pm

well considering i'm fat and have nothing else to do but help other people cuz i can't get a decent girlfriend cuz i'm fat, i'm here!

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Glitterkisses

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-25-04 8:57pm

Don't be so hard on yourself.

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Big--Grindle

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-25-04 8:59pm

well its the truth, in the last year i have only had one decent relationship, and that was with kelli schuitman, who i dearly dearly love, and think shes the one for me, but that didn't last 24 hours

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Glitterkisses

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-25-04 9:08pm

Oh.

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Big--Grindle

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-25-04 9:11pm

yeah like everyone knew about that, i've gone as far as writting 31 pages of poems about her!

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glitterkisses

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-25-04 9:28pm

well lol we should probably stop over flowing my journal so someone else can get a comment in lol

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Big--Grindle

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-25-04 9:30pm

if you have msn, add studly200@hotmail.com to your list! thats me! then we don't have to flood this!

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