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| EyesOfCrystal (profile) wrote, on 2-25-2004 at 7:28pm | |
| Ok, well it seems like some people have decided to grow some balls. First of all....Venita.... In all honesty.....you need to shut the hell up. you dont even know what your talking about. YOU werent around when my mom left. and dont you dare make it sound like my mom abandoned me....because SHE was always there. I was with JUST my dad for 3 years of my life... my mom AND dad watched me till i was five ( which according to my mom, my dad was gone most the time anyways ) and then i moved out when i was 7.... hmm.... 5, 6, 7....OMG thats 3 NUMBERS!! and then i was with my mom.....for....7 years... then i came back and ive been with my dad for 3 more year... MOM- 7 Dad_6...looks like my moms been there longer...... doesnt take anything more than a little bit of math sweetie. I know my dad loves me, but it doesnt mean he didnt have a past of doing bad things that he didnt wanna tell me about.....just like his other daughter.... he never told me about her either.....so how do i know he didnt keep everything else away from me! And another thing dear STEP mother... YOU DONT KNOW ME!! you think you know exactly what your talking about and you think you always know what im thinking. but you dont. the only people who know anything about me are my mom, andrea, and tony. Youve changed ya know.... you used to be cool. you used to hang out with me and chel and you went out and bought us mikes hard lemonade and when my dad said we couldnt have one you still snuck a drink down to me.... and i know chelsea wont back me up cause shes a frikin pansey...but ahh well what can ya do. but i guess you can shut the phone off now, cuz you guys dont use it...thank god for the aye? all you people are crazy....and hey....for once your right about something dealing with me, i dont like having people telling me what to do....woohu go you, do ya wanna cookie? and FYI... i have rules where i am now and i follow them. ive been doing my homework everyday.... and all that "good perfect kid" stuff that you always wanted from me. and you wanna know why.....CUZ THEY PAY ATTENTION TO ME AND TAKE CARE OF ME!!!! wow, thats a difficult concept for you to grasp huh? and one last thing..... you really suck at trying to make yourself feel better by calling me fat... and dont say you dont cuz i can back that up. speaking of "backing things up" MY MOM said those things...and dont go getting a big head and ranting about how your a ghetto street fighter who can kick anybodys ass.....cuz my mom would lay you out. no contest. And andrea.... THANK YOU SIS!! youve always been there for me and you are SO right about what you said..... they are the adults, but they dont act like it. venitas the one who "cant do the dishes cuz theres a cut on her finger" and makes fun of teenagers to make her feel better, and always says how she can kick everybodys ass. i love you andrea.. and im glad your hear for me. and mama putt says " its bull for them to think that thier the adulst cuz my dad called her a flake and a freak and a push-over and stuff....and she has done nothing but been nice to them. their acting like the children here. im more adult then them. im living life to the fullest and standing up for what i beleive in...just like my mom and dad always taught me. |
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THE+ONE+I+LOVE | 02-25-04 8:10pm what about me erica? aren't i there for you? haven't i been a good cuzzin? i mean u never mention me! but vanita is a bitch, your dads on drugs hey, at least your not and your a good girl, even though u could kick my butt!
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EyesOfCrystal | Re:, 02-25-04 8:20pm Im sorry jared. i didnt get your comment in my other journal till after i wrote this. thank you too!! :D love you....but i dunno for sure if my dad is on drugs....i was just saying my mom THINKS he MIGHT be...no offence to you cuz. |
THE+ONE+I+LOVE | Re: Re:, 02-25-04 8:24pm its ok, i didn't read what time u posted it until i left the comment! why aren't u on msn? |
| _iggy_ | 02-25-04 10:32pm Your Welcome Erica. i love you too!!! so much and i am always gonna be here so that i can back you up on things. I would do anything for you and you know it.
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EyesOfCrystal | Re:, 02-25-04 10:53pm yea, well we all backed you up cuz what you wrote was very true. me and mama putt were reading what you wrote and we were like "YEA! go andrea!! I WANNA GIVE HER A HUG!!!!" yup, well i just got on to see if anybody wrote anything. but i got online right after you got offline! bummer! i love you. love me!!:D |
| kiarya | Re:, 02-25-04 11:07pm Well my mom told me to keep my mouth shut but you just had to call her a bitch well fat boy you haven't seen a bitch until you meet me and believe me you will cuz I am not gonna let some fuckin little ass boy who dosen't even know my mom call her out of her name and its Venita remeber it hell write it down if you wanna I don't give a shit but don't you ever ever call her that again |
kiarya | 02-25-04 11:25pm Erica I was told to keep my mouth shut but it is getting kinda hard for me to sit back and listen to you say all this shit ok first of all haven't you herd the saying there are always two sides to every story well the only side that your telling everyone is yours why is that cuz you wanna justify what is going on you want everyone to think that you do no wrong come on your a teen and everyone knows that teens can do wrong but you have to know that for every action there is a reaction to you follow me you are not always gonna get away with everything and you can't take it upon yourself to do what you want if you do you have to be punished for it am I right? I am not trying to be mean or sound like I am taking there side cuz I'm not taking either side also I wanna get on the subject of your mom since I known you and it would be about two years going on three I have only met your mom twice she is not here to know whats going on and of course she is gonna come to your rescue thats your mom they do that even when they haven't excatly been there I just don't understand how you can say that your mom has always been there for you what about all the times she was suppose to pick you up and she never did you would cry to my mom hell you were her best friend I just want to let you know that I do love you and always will but I really don't agree with how you are handling things |
EyesOfCrystal | Re:, 02-27-04 10:55am My mom was always there. the times she didnt pick me up was because she had to work. at least the times she wasnt around it was so she could make money instead of spend it at the bar. and i never said i could do no wrong, i know i do wrong, i dont always get good grades, i come in past curfew.....but the thing my dad and venita didnt realize is that im NOT perfect. maybe you should have them go thru and read all the shit on my walls, maybe then they would understand. and yea, me and your mother did USED to be best friends, till she changed. and you cant deny that she did cuz you were the one who told me she was going to. even her own sisters and nieces are saying she did, and they are all saying she changed my dad too. and i beieve it....i witnessed it. and my mom and dad raised me to be an individual and not to care what ANYONE thinks about me. my mom taight me to stand up for what i believe in, and my dad taught me to never stop fighting till i win.....so as the famous blink 182 song goes (which is also written on my wall and directed towards parents..) "If were fucked up your to blame" THEY raised me to be the way i am. my mom loves me the way i am, and so do i. im not planning on changing who i am for anybody.and technically, i am allowed to choose where i want to live. im 16, thier my rights, ive seen the papers already. |
| kiarya | Re: Re:, 02-27-04 11:02am Well actually your dad has to emancipate you and he didn't go to court to get the papers to do so...that means he can come get you whenever he wants...I don't really feel like argueing with you i have better things to do |
EyesOfCrystal | Re: Re: Re:, 02-27-04 1:01pm Actually, once i turn 16 i have the choice to live where i want. Mama putt has papers.... her sister works for child protective services and the papers her sister has says i can choose to live wherever i want once i turn 16. and my dad gave up his right of power over me by kicking me out. close enough to emancipating if ya ask me. when someone says " get your shit packed, i want you out of here tomorrow" thats kicking me out, giving up on me, bla bla bla ect. and those werent healthy living conditions for me anyways. ask anybody. My mom, my friends, my teachers, my counslors, my family...and dont think that they just agree with me cuz " i only said my side of the story" cuz i said exactly what happened. i told them about me mouthing off and all the mistakes i made....so dont start. i didnt want to get into this with you. your my sister...and i love you...but im not gonna just sit here and let you try to prove me wrong when i know im right about this. |
confused+abused | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-27-04 5:02pm technicallyi erica is right on this one if your parents kicks you out... you have the rigth to be where you want... and since Venita supposibly can say whatever she wants about erica's mom about how she hasnt' been there for erica then people can say what they want about Venita... |
| _iggy_ | 02-27-04 6:38pm yup yup!!!
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| kiarya | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-27-04 11:02pm No people can't say what they want about my mom cuz she is not talking about you this shit is between Erica, her dad, mom, my mom and the putts and I am not gonna sit back and let anyone who dosen't know my mom talk shit I don't care if she is the biggest bitch on this planet thats my mom and I would do anything for her |
confused+abused | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-27-04 11:23pm wow you made your point three times... ok for one of course you don't want people to talk about your mom... does anyone?... i think thats the point that I was trying to get across was erica doesn't want venita talking about her mom that way... whether ericas mom was there for her is no ones business... just like your mom is none of our business you know the way that you feel toward me is the way erica is feeling toward venita if not worse...
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| kiarya | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-27-04 11:30pm I didn't mean for that do be on three times I didn't think it went through anyway my mom hasn't said anything else about Erica's mom I am just asking that people stop talking about my mom.....I love Erica so much I just want to see her happy....who is this anyway |
confused+abused | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-27-04 11:36pm this is jessica reich... and i dont' have a problem with any of you and erica is so happy where she is at right now... now im not saying this badly about your mom or jon... but i think erica likes the way the putt's pay attention to her... and they care about her... supposibly just like venita and jon. none of us want our moms talked about trust me i just went through this with my stepmom... i about socked her in the face so i knwo the feeling... |
| kiarya | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-27-04 11:41pm Well I care about her I payed attention to her I would have done anything for that girl and she just left me she is one of the reasons I moved back home |
confused+abused | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-27-04 11:43pm have you told her that... wait are you the sister that helped her hang otu with me that one time... you pry dont' member... |
| kiarya | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-27-04 11:53pm yep thats me.......and yep I have told her that plenty of times |
confused+abused | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-27-04 11:57pm ok your pretty cool... at leat i think so... HEY EVERYONE SHE'S COOL lol she's just defending her mom but im going to bed now nights |
EyesOfCrystal | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-29-04 3:01pm Khristina, i didnt know you came back for me. your mom told me that you came back because of what happened to key.....and thats all. and i know you love me and i know you would do anything for me. and if you want to see me happy, drop all this please, because im happy where im at. i love it here. ive never felt like ive belonged anywhere till i got here. and i just want everybody (my dad and venita) to calm down so i can go visit you guys without feeling like thier gonna tie me up and keep me there. cuz i dont wanna go back. i never meant to hurt you or your mom, but, jes is right, i just dont want venita talking about my mom and i got defensive. she doesnt know what happened. all she knows is what other people tell her. and i found out alot of stuff that went on during my mom and dads divorce that made me think alot less of my dad. so thats another reason i dont wanna go back. i love you khristina, and key to. i love all of you, i just, wanna be happy for once. i wasnt happy in lakeview because of the people, not cuz of my mom, (shes the only reason i stayed as long as i did) and i wasnt happy at home as soon as i hit 9th grade, which, no offence, was when your mom moved in. cuz whether you want to beleive it or not, she changed, and she changed my dad. |
| _iggy_ | 02-29-04 8:08pm HEY Y'ALL!!!
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