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| christini (profile) wrote, on 2-26-2004 at 4:34pm | |
| Current mood: tired Music: something corporate- cheshire cat Subject: deep sigh. |
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| 6 hours of wasted day. i give up. i'll read the rest of government, and b/s the notes. and do my precalculus homework. but after that, i am so done. i ask myself, why cant i just be a complete failure, skip classes, get drunk off my ass every weekend, and be stupid as hell. but no, i have to be a goody good. and do all my work. and study for all my tests. and have morals. and a brain. (makes fist.) i think i have come to terms with my schedule for next year. AP English III AP Spanish IV AP Calculus AB AP American History AP Biology Chem II TOK/Health and possibly chem research over summer. only cause its at olympic, and so darn close. i'd get to experience what its like to wake up past 5:45 to go to school. we all seem to have this massive burden on our backs. because these class selection sheets have come upon us during a time of the year when we've all been swamped with work. and its extremely discouraging. at least to me. im worried that i wont make it. but i have to. i think ive changed my mind about classes about 20 times in the past 3 days, as have many others. but i think thats the way it will be. for now. oh. and i think i want to go into medicine. like specialize in something. not sure what though. something high paying. to satisfy my need for shopping. and i want to be haitian too. there has to be a way. |
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rachel | 02-27-04 4:25pm think of how much easier college will be if we stay.. we'll be cruising past everyone while theyre working their asses off to pass. ive definitely considered quitting too.. but would you rather suffer for two years and be successful for the rest of your life? of have fun the next two years and have to work harder to achieve your goals.
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