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| cutie2187 (profile) wrote, on 2-28-2004 at 4:11pm | |
| new poem i wrote.... Untitled Nothing can heal these scars Scars that have been created physically and emotionally I don't even know if they are intentional or on mistake anymore It happens too often My personal demons are coming out again I can't think straight and emotions are taking over I'm created from self destruction The only thing I'm good at is creating mistakes I'm here left wth my shame I'm lost and I don't know where i am I don't know who I am I need to be found hmm im really ammused right now....if i called a carrie a bitch i would say it to her face...i have enough balls to do it...so there...done....anywho it amuses me how nick and carrie went to the mall last night...its funny cause mike told me that they werent supposed to go out and then mikle told them we were and look who was at the mall...its funny how they love to push my buttons...and now they both ride my bus...hmm its nice me being the center of there world since all they can do is find ways to get me mad...hehe its great...amusses me how i dont give a fuck and that pisses them off...no one will ever see me break.....so it wont work....anywho tday was a blast so was last night...me and jen are cookie pies...i wish i could be as confortable as i am with cesar and alex...its weird...then today me marcos olivia jerrica went to the hcc sat workshop.......omg hotties and i was getting checked out but i couldnt do anything cause marcos was there...FUCK!...hehe anywho im sleepy...tomorrow im getting cloths...i think not sure...me and olivia will look cute at the induction....i got marcos to come and watch me and im like aww...i thikn i got jerrica too..who knows who is goiung to come see me...but i will trip and fall on my ass i tell you...im going to get black pants with pinstrips and wear a white collered shirt with a black tie and then black heels...i know heels on donna but i got to do it...hehe oh wellz...i got to go cause alex is here and my grandparents are coming0...so bye bye bye... |
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| Anonymous | 02-28-04 6:17pm its great that you think we ride the ... no wait YOUR bus... since i havnt been riding it for aproximately two years longer than you... well its great that you think its to bother, as aposed to me not wanting to drive, or spend all the money i dont have on gas. and as for the mall thing, i didnt want to show up nor did i know that you would be there. dont assume things dumbass. I did in fact know that my friends, such as richard, and eric and timmy who i actually gave the ride to would be there. furthermore if you didnt care then we couldnt push your buttons, but im sure you can blame that and half the other things wrong about your post on silly grammatical errors, but its ok... you are cuban and just like humans you make mistakes, more of them even. you cant be the center of my world if i live in a coincidence... i cant plan things, its not possible. and yes, im sure you do have enough BALLS to call someone a bitch to their face, bitch.
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cutie2187 | Re:, 02-28-04 6:47pm fuck you...just fuck off...that simple...you are fucking nothing...come on your worth nothing...i was happy for you and carrie but whatever...you are a manipulating egostitical lil boy...and thats all your ever going to be...your going to fuck up everything good that comes to you in life and thats that...come on look at you now...you do nothing...and all you do is hurt people...thats your pleasure...have a nice life...hope things turn around...highly doubt it but sure...go ahead and try... |
Anonymous | Re: Re:, 02-28-04 7:42pm would you like to actually say these things to me?... or what? are you content with this journal battle, or would you like to make use of the fact that i have a phone?... or maybe we can meet at school to talk about our differences, cause you are a little off in your understanding of the situation. I repeat the fact that neither carrie or i talk shit about you to this day, and don’t try to beef up your petty innocent girl little defense by trying to include the "i was happy for them at first" cause you weren’t but its ok cause we aren’t asking for your blessings. Cause you exist only in my past, if that… nothing wrong with being a megalomaniac if you are someone’s god anyway. Well, if I were to find a new way to spell jealousy… it would have double letters. *Takes a break to help his niece put a picture of herself into a locket* *lost train of thought completely so im going to give up on you and let you follow your false beliefs, well actually they are all true in your mind but you haven’t even bother to talk to me about it that I can remember, correct me if im wrong, whatever it is you say next, say it to my face, have a good night :D |
cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re:, 02-28-04 7:54pm your gay...there is nothing to say to you...im not wasting my fucking breathe on you...i mean it stay the fuck out of my life...quit with my journal...just fuck off that simple...you are nothing and nothings deserve to be in my life...i was seriously happy for you cause you found someone and carrie is a great girl...but thats beside the point...look even your friends tell me your full of shit...come on i mean look at reality...no one likes you... |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-28-04 11:24pm which friends ? |
cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-28-04 11:26pm go away!! |