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| liz (profile) wrote, on 2-28-2004 at 4:36pm | |
| well here I am. one more time im selfevaluating/ ive evaluated. Im a bitch, and a horrible person. I push away all those that are close to me> why is this, in case you didnt know, my mother who is certifiably crazy. well she is always doing something overdosing, or being found with a gun in her mouth. things along those lines.\ that may have something to do with it. then I have to consider my history. my sexual history. you can call me a whore if you want to. its okay. when I look at it. I kinda am. only i wont fuck just anybody. every guy I ever did anything with, I cared about at one point. maybe now i have resentment towards some of them. but really. i had my reasons for doing it. and this i also feel has something to do with it. by messing around with guys I feel acceptance. I am sussie fucking high school the typical teenage girl looking to be accepted by guys around her. so while im pushing people im also pulling them towards me. if Im a bitch to you. please dont hate me for it. Im trying i really am. im going to be more honest with myself and with you guys. im glad to know that my true friends are still here even though im a bastard and justin put it so well. okay loves |
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joslyn_julia | Susie Highschool, 03-01-04 8:04pm hey hun,
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