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mle (profile) wrote,
on 4-14-2002 at 3:09pm
Current mood: numb, i feel heavy
Music: joydrop - beautiful (acoustic)
Subject: absent
the sun is shining, its warm outside, i bought new clothes, i have no homework, mark and brad are good friends w/ me again, my social life involves people again, and ive had sincere fun lately. but im empty still. something is missing. theres this big hole inside and i cant even begin to theorize what should be there.
what is going on? im so genuinely happy, but im so depressed. i want to get up and dance, but im on the verge of tears. why?

cause im not beautiful like you
im beautiful like me
(joydrop - beautiful)

i need to go visit mia. then take a nap. good riddance to you, to me, to everything.
i just want to be beautiful like you.

if i was beautiful like you,
all the things i would do...
if i was beautiful like you,
id never be at fault...
if i was beautiful like you,
id be quick to assume...
if i was beautiful like you,
id have so many friends...

that will never be
that will never, never be
cause im not beautiful like you
im not beautiful like you
im not beautiful like you
im beautiful like me
(joydrop - beautiful)

and beautiful like me is the ugliest you could possibly be.

mle
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spud

04-14-02 9:35pm

hmm. you feel empty. have you accepted jesus christ into your life as lord and scapegoat?

just kidding. i don't like the people who feel that they accomplish something from imposing on others. "saving them" and all that jazz. just stupid. well. later. i hope you feel better. i have no advice. just thoughts.

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