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| coreybicknerd (profile) wrote, on 2-29-2004 at 1:19pm | |
| Music: :wishyouwerehere: Subject: Cleaned. |
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| So i just cleaned the effin' kitchen.Today i just might go see Rene's little band concert...prolly not.I think i'm gonna go to my dad's instead.I need to earn cash so...yeah.Dad's i think it is.But after that i'll play with Rene.She calms the emoness in a way.In a way it can also make it worse though...probably more than before.I don't want to go in her room...i know that.I kinda want her to just keep doing like she's been doing and keeping everytime that she sees Dustin or talks to him...just to not tell me.It's just gonna worry the hell out of me knowing that he feels like that about her and they're still talking and everything. Just...makes me worried.My feelings aren't changing...they're just settling in.I dunno...it's weird to think this. Sarah told me the other night that i was lucky to have Rene.In a way i agree...but i don't like to think of being with someone as "luck".My luck could run out any day and i wonder myself if i'm trying to sabotage myself having this.I know i'm afraid...but i'm getting better.I don't want to be without her...i know that. Yesterday Rene and I went to Russ' like one of the old couples...i want to be one of the old couples someday.I don't care how...i just would like to keep this girl in my life forever. "you say that alot don't you corey?" yeah...felt this before? Nope. Thought i did? Yup. Lost it? God damn right... Tear me apart inside? Pretty much. Got a best friend? Her name's Rene... Weird... |
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