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| butterflykisses37 (profile) wrote, on 2-29-2004 at 6:34pm | |
| Current mood: stomache hurts..and tired..so maybe um, cranky? bu Music: The Cure Subject: 'You were always so lost in the dark..' |
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| so. I guess I'll just be standard and tell you about my weekend. Friday..Alex came over. "Friday, I'm in love." :) We watched Say Anything..gotta love John Cusack..and part of the Best of Will Ferrel..but I didn't pay any attention to that. I love just lying next to him. we don't have to be kissing or "doing anything" or even talking, though that's nice too, just lying there looking at him looking at me..it's one of my favorite things..ever..so, then on Saturday..we had some horrible plan making skills going on, but finally Rach, Mishel, Alex and I went to the movies..saw Eurotrip..it was okay. the best part was when that chic Shannon and that guy Alex started making out and-oh..wait, that wasn't in the movie. hah, silly me..ehh, FYE didn't have Anatomy of a Ghost..kind of upset. but I got my chapstick..the good kind. ;) Rach came over after that, then Erin came over and we had a 75% fab 4 sleepover..ha..ha..it was hilarious. we thought we saw AJ and his friends walking down the street outside, so Erin of course gets all excited and both of us were staring out the window. and there was this one kid, with a serial killer mask on. and I'm like, "hey, that looks like James.." and then we're like, "wow, and that guy really looks like Mishel.." so we go outside and it's Mishel and James and some other kids. so the kids leave and uh, I talked to Alex on the phone while Rach and Mishel cuddles and Erin and James awkwardly just stood there. lol. sorry Erin. back inside, the three of us girls just pigged out on chocolate and talked. then slept. woke up early to find it was just Erin laying next to me. Rach had made herself her own little bed on the floor. cute. so we all get up, after me telling them about my dream of course, which was weird..Erin made huevos con queso, Rach made pan tostado, and I fed the cats. we were actually being responsible! I was so proud. then some more horrible plan making skills took place, leading to Alex and I fighting. it made me sad..it always makes me sad. but the amount of happiness he gives me when we aren't fighting, definately makes up for it. so Ms. Michele and Mr. John pick us up and we go to Alex's for a little bit. most of the time Alex and I were in his room talking about my mom, which made me cry..a lot. a lot a lot. but his shoulder is the best to cry on..maybe because it's so pretty..he has the prettiest shoulders..they're so smooth, and he has a few freckles on them..it's so cute..anyways, sorry..:)..so we talked and ah, he made me feel better. or at least feel loved and cared about, which is what I needed. then he left with Mr. John and some guy to go see the Passion of the Christ, haha, and Ms. Michele took Rach, Erin, Sydney, Sydney's friend and I to Thriftko. there I got 3 shirts, including an old tight abercrombie shirt with something that looks liek a Gryffindor symbol on it..hahaha. can't wait to wear it. after that she took us all home. it was fun..hanging out with Ms. Michele I mean. but I like hanging out with Alex more..just because he is my boyfriend and all. :) I love him. one of the saddest songs..ever.. I've been looking so long at these pictures of you That I almost believe that they're real I've been living so long with my pictures of you That I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel Remembering you standing quiet in the rain, as I ran to your heart to be near, And we kissed as the sky fell in.. Holding you close, How I always held close in your fear Remembering You running soft through the night, You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow And screamed at the make-believe, screamed at the sky, And you finally found all your courage To let it all go Remembering You fallen into my arms Crying for the death of your heart.. You were stone white, so delicate, Lost in the cold.. You were always so lost in the dark Remembering You how you used to be slow drowned You were angels So much more than everything.. Hold for the last time then slip away quietly Open my eyes, But I never see anything.. If only I'd thought of the right words I could have held on to your heart If only I'd thought of the right words I wouldn't be breaking apart All my pictures of you Looking so long at these pictures of you But I never hold on to your heart Looking so long for the words to be true But always just breaking apart My pictures of you There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more, than to feel you deep in my heart There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more, than to never feel the breaking apart All my pictures of you.. |
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doofus | 03-01-04 7:29pm you're just jealous cause we're young and in love.
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butterflykisses37 | Re:, 03-01-04 8:49pm :) |