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mizprettyinpink (profile) wrote,
on 3-1-2004 at 4:09pm
Current mood: stressed
Music: 99x
scared of something i dont know : afraid to feel whats unstable

man i am so confused ... i just want nothing to make sense so it all makes sense to me

it seems like everything just doesnt fit aywhere in my life

all i want is to be happy with what i have

but its not acceptable

i have to move out of here

i have to never get married and never have kids

i just want it to be acceptable to everyone and its just like wow! you dont want to go to college! geeze omg! and then the parents ... "wth lauren of course your going to college"

WELL OH OK i didnt know i didnt have a choice

oh well im about to say fuck it all

F:A:T >ANDY<
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Anonymous

03-03-04 1:13am

Why is what you have not acceptable?
And who doesn't accept you for what makes you happy?
And why do you feel you have to be acceptable to everyone?


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mizprettyinpink

Re:, 03-03-04 2:49pm

i dunno i feel like everyone is like pressuring me to do crap i dont want to do and my parents make me feel like a have so much to live up to! yeah i wanna be sucessful n all but i dont wanna i dont know its all so fucked up

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