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mle (profile) wrote,
on 4-14-2002 at 9:51pm
Current mood: thoughtful - whats new?
Music: 3 doors down - loser
Subject: why do i update my journal 10x more than everyone else?!

i always knew i had no life, but when i check my friends journals and mine like 4x a day, it starts to tell you that ive REALLY got no life. lol. idk. maybe its because i have no hobbies and no interests and no sports besides dance 3 days a week. im always too tired/unmotivated to do them. i mean, sleep or get frustrated playin guitar? you see my dilemma? nothing makes me happy enough to put effort into it except sleep. so thats what i do: i sleep.

im a loser, baby
so why dont u kill me?
(beck - loser)

haha ^^^^ thats classic. love that song. its so retarded and pointless. kinda like songs by cake. theyre good too.

so - is there a point in this journal? i think not. but ill talk bout something w/ substance just to justify this so i dont look even more of a lifeless loser than i really am.

markie came over to help set up our trampoline. i think hes helped me every year (3 years? 4?) its like a tradition now! he was totally like touching me every minute. it feels so natural (quack quack quack, captain obvious - u only went out w/ him for over 1 1/2 years, mle) but then its also weird bc its been so long and now he likes laura and we're so not even close to hooking up again. i dont know whats up w/ that. but hes always touching me. and he still has this obsession w/ my boobs.
**ok - what the hell is guys fascination w/ boobs? especially when theyve seen the same ones like 200x? they dont change?! whats so cool? they just get in the way! ill never understand that**

mle
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spud

04-14-02 10:43pm

first: it's good to hear that you sound better. encouraging, anyway. i really think it has a direct relation to the weather. not just with you, but with most people. lots of my friends do that. and they don't even notice. except for sarah. she notices. i still think she kind of wants me, but doesn't want to take the chance, and thinks it would be weird. we've been friends so long, now she's afraid of anything else. change is being thrust upon her, and she doesn't know how to cope. that's my take. but this isn't about her.

second: excellent taste in music. i love 'the distance', but i have yet to own a cake album. i'm just too old school.

third: mark sounds like his emotions contradict themselves. never a really great thing. not necessarily harmful, but not causing any good.

fourth: boobs. what's not to like. they don't need to change. that's why you watch different women. that's the diversity aspect. it's like whacking off. some guys do it constantly. even though it's always the same hand. just a different picture, or a new kind of lotion. oooh, overshare, huh? oops. sorry about that. anyway, some guys don't have a thing about them. personally, i've never understood how butts could be attractive. i've always been big into faces. teeth, hair. well, hair and eyes, mainly. i have a big thing with hair and eyes. most gals have really cool eyes. they're all different, too. so there's more to it. boobs are just an integral part of the big picture.

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mle

Re:, 04-15-02 1:36pm

the weather - yea i no thats a factor, but i got some random info for ya (you seem like the kinda person who appreciates useless info)

- more suicides occur at the onset of spring than at any other time in the year

- more teen pregnancies also occur around this time

what a wonderful combo, huh? lol.

about bodies such - maybe im still immature, but im the kinda person where clothes are more attractive than nakedness. like, yea, its nice 2 have sum good asses to check out, but i dont particularly enjoy getting mooned, no matter how nice it is. lol sorry that just popped outta nowhere. oh well. and dont worry about the overshare. im cool w/ anything

mle

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spud

Re: Re:, 04-18-02 3:32pm

the pregnancy thing i can understand, but i'm dumbfounded by the first comment. i mean, spring time is the natural time to get it on. animal instincts are to spread the seed and procreate before winter. yeah baby!

i'm glad i have someone to share with now. i won't have to disgust the unwilling.

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drunkslut

04-15-02 8:46am

yea boobs...what the hells the deal with em? i wont ever get it either!

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mle

party, 04-15-02 1:38pm



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mle

Re:, 04-15-02 1:38pm

yes, i do beleive i will be having a duct-taping party for any girls who just want to duct tape em down for good. ill get back to ya on the details

mle

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