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| collageof-frozenfear (profile) wrote, on 3-1-2004 at 10:45pm | |
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| Mom got drunk again tonight. She was doing SO good. She stabbed herself in the leg and in the hand again. Her firefighting chief called and I said she wasn't there but she just HAD to talk to him. I kept telling her to keep her mouth shut and NOW, shes not apart of the fire department anymore. He said she can come back when her doctor writes a letter saying she's in control of herself and that she can do it. He also gave me his number and told me that If I needed him to come out here, He'd get Station 4 out here to take care of her. They're emitting her into the Pavilion tomorrow because they're changing her meds. So I guess the side effects can be dangerous. Last night, me and mom went to wal mart and she bought me a black light and a psycho strobe light. She also wanted to re decorate the house and everything so she bought all kinds of paint and curtains but then she said she was gonna put it all in her storage because she didn't believe her and Jeff were ever gonna make it. I watched Forever Eden tonight. Kinda weird... I'm not in school anymore. They basically kicked me out. They said that there was no point in me coming to school because they won't count any of my work that I do but if I don't come, they'll sue us. Fucking retards. They said they were gonna fail me because I've missed more than 10% of my classes but I have notes for every day I was gone. So yeah, mom had to pull me out. I can either get my GED when I turn 16 or I can go back to school when I'm feeling better and take a placement test to determine what grade I'll go into. Brandon's been burning.... He's got this thing for erasers. He does a damn good job with it all though. I never wouldve thought he, of all people, would be a burner. You can definatly tell he's not bullshittin about it though. For every bad fight we've had lately, he burns a mark into his left arm. He's managed to make a big K across his forearm. His mom saw it ... He walked away from her and never said anything about it but his mom's a bitch and I know she'll blame me for it all. But yeah... *hugs* to everybody. Hope everyone is doing okay. Much Love |
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kangabunny | hey you., 03-02-04 1:15pm =P I hope your mom is alright.. really
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