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| smilesideways (profile) wrote, on 3-2-2004 at 2:25pm | |
| this is why i believe i have adhd. how even updates their journal 5 times a day but doesn't do for like 2 weeks. oh yea that would be me. i'm eating rasberry sherbert ice cream. ever soo good. soo talent show. the lil bugger on my mind. i don't want to do it. so i'm not. is this weird. my throat tho is all sore and scratchy but still. i could pull it off. but i don't want to. all i want is friday. the portrait of the perfect day. 68 degrees. i'm gonna cry i promise i'm gonna be that happy. things are goin well in my life. i suppose. tho its not nearly as interesting as it was. i dno whats changed. maybe me? i look the same. feel the same. have the same job. same family and friends. but nope. nothing is the same. is this making sense. not that anyone reads this anymore...it's like the graveyard of diary's. i'm never consisitant with anything tho. i start something and boom. lose all interest. ie chorus. what the hell happened there. that was my life. now i don't even think i miss it. we're not good so it doesn't matter. when my grampy died. everything stopped and then everything kinda fell back into place just outta place...? i dno. well i have no go. i have some stuff to do before i go to work. byee. xoxoxox *have a little faith in me* |
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| Anonymous | i miss ranger..., 03-02-04 11:46pm i kno wut changed it all really... it was when ranger died... that's rite... the hampster from hell is in fact coming back to haunt you... all he wanted was for you to change is name to ranger!!! haha... just kidding... but i just wanted to let you know that i understand exactly how you feel... we need to have a 'deep' make-up talk... LoL... i honestly have quite a bit i would like to talk to you bout in my life cuz u always were the best advice giver cuz no1 knew me like you... oh god... its like a horrible break-up story!!! who woulda thought! and cuz despite everything we've been through i still love you like a sister and want to help ya in anyway... and i dunno sometimes its easier to talk to people who you know won't judge you because of what you say... and you know that you won't hafta worry bout me telling other people and all that junk cuz im not really friends wit ur friends and ur not really friends with mine so they wouldnt' care even if i did tell them... but ya... this is getting kinda long so i shall finish now... XOXO -meg |
mandeR | yaaaay!, 03-04-04 3:54pm i vandalize my friends cars!
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