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| LeVeL27FREAK55 (profile) wrote, on 3-2-2004 at 7:17pm | |
| Current mood: uncomfortable Music: I Miss You-Blink 182 Subject: different moods. |
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ok i'm gonna put lyrics in this to be like henri..cuz i feel like it. hello there, the angels from my nightmares the shadow in the backround of the morgue (?) the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we can live like jack and sally if we want where you can always find me and we'll have halloween on christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends don't waster your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (i miss you miss you) where are you and i'm so sorry i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight i need somebody as always this sick strange feeling comes creeping on so haunting everytime and as i started i counted webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides loke indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason will you come home and stop this pain tonight? don't waste your time one me you're already the voice inside my head (i miss you miss you) anyways i wont tell you all about the week i had with being grounded and all..cause that would bore you to death. but i will put in a few highlights. as in i got totally in trouble with the skiping thing. detention is stupid and all you do is sit and laugh if someone is there. and i say school of rock last night with the sexy kevin clark and there was even like a little extra bonus stuff and he was hot like you would not believe. but i get the internet back. which is happy but somethin not so happy see. i was up till the crack o' dawn last night or this morning you chose which one you prefer. and well i was in one of those..conteplative moods. i was thinking how nice it would be to just close your eyes and die. let me put it simply nothing to live for..and heres why 4 reasons i'm fighting FRIENDS-yes they rock, but sometimes..well you just get plain pissed at them. they sometimes never have the right thing to say. and i know no ones perfect and its unfair for me to say that makes me mad..but it's true. its not their fault anyways. CRUSHES-to put it simply. zero chance of them ever liking me back. ever. there was this one guy who i thought mighta liked me back..but still...no. so yea over done with that topic MUSIC-i love it. absolutely and whole-heartedly. but still whenver i see like great performances by these people. i realise i madly want to play guitar like them. soooo bad. but its just not gonna happen. i know it. i'd like to say it was my parents. and it might be but i don't know if thats an excuse or not. but the fact is that i hate them being proud of me. i want them to know i do stuff for me and not them i guess is waht i'm gedtting at. whenever they are all happy with me it pisses me the fuck off. and i really don't know why. and the there's HOPE-as in i think maybe somethings gonna happen thats good. i know life's not all bad. but it just seems to hard to see if its all bad. and if it is. damn that would suck. and i know this sounds crazy...but i seriously wanna see alex again. just recently he kinda popped back into my head and it was like woah... yeah he made me feel good about myself. but whatever this was MAD long. i think you've probably fallen asleep reading it. peace |
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| Anonymous | 03-05-04 5:26pm awww.. who was the crush? so cute. :P
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| Anonymous | 03-31-04 9:18pm U kno it sucks cuz i love u and there nothing i can do and ugh man im sry for like everything i wish i cud take away all your pain i wish i cud do somthing anything any im leaving this
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