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werealljaded (profile) wrote,
on 3-3-2004 at 1:14am
i hate mean drunks. you know the type of people who when they get drunk, they decide to tell you every little thing that pops into their head. some people can say the nastiest things when they are a tid bit tipsy, i mean things you wouldn't even say to your enemy. example tonight when i was told that i am not wanted in this house after i graduate and i better be getting the fuck out. pretty ironic considering the fact that we have had so many fights with each other because i wanted to move out and she wants me to stay at home.

she can be the coolest woman ever. but when she drinks, she is totally different. just plain mean. i mean she can make the coldest heart cry. i try so hard to hide my hurt from here. it's so hard to stay emotionless when you have someone you love calling you the worst names ever. i don't let people see me cry, not even my parents. someone i used to date, didn't understand why i beleive that no one will ever fall in love with me....and my friends think i am just fishing when i get insecure. well how is a girl sopost to be when she is brought up being told she is horrible, selfish, a bitch, and just as good as her dead beat father who was kicked to the curb years ago?
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painttheskywithstars

..a band-aid for your heart :), 03-04-04 2:16am

dont listen to her man. blame it on the intoxication. youre an awesome person and you dotn deserve to be talked to like that just because of a few drinks. block it out cuz it's meaningless.

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