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silversoldier (profile) wrote,
on 3-4-2004 at 9:28pm
Current mood: tired
Music: "Spare Me the Details" - The Offspring
Subject: one week without me...
Yeah.. I know I didn't update for a while...
Ever since I left for Missoula... Speaking of, mildly romantic moment... Mr. Kellogg had us climb the M (very long walk, I must say), and Drew and I were the first ones up, so we went to sit on the outcropping above the M... yeah, sitting, gazing out at the Missoula below us, sitting next to my sexy sax player... too bad he's not mine... too bad he's (probably) not gay.
When we got home (CMR won!!!!! ahah!!!!), I started to finish the poetry packet we had assigned, spent about 14 hours on poetry... so besides being hyped/poetic/tired, I felt all screwy inside. So, for the last week, I have been extremely moody, telling people off (which is not like me, too often at least...)...
Let's see... highlights... um, Monday/Tuesday was AA Band Festival (which we, being the little kids of the high school, do not play in).. however, 2 good concerts... At lunch one day, Paul and I were messing around, and then all the girls are like, "Aw, you and Paul would be so cute together!" not realizing that I'm indeed bisexual, and Paul is rather not... um... we've been watching "All Quiet on the Western Front" in history... Cislo is great for movies and such... We've played w/ the mice in Bio (yes, we now have mice, in conjunction w/ the psych 2 class, which will train the mice to run mazes... we take care of the mice, and will eventually distribute alcohol or caffeine to them... eh heh... hope I don't get attached...) ... oh, and Lucien tweaked my nipple a few times... I probably shouldn't have told them to not do that... it always makes them want to do it more... AND I told them I can't look people in the eye... OR stand to be in crowds... so now Lucien tries to stare me down while crowding my space and tweaking nipples (which, in a non-school setting I would not find so bad... but, considering the circumstances...) Anyways, the band goes to Butte tomorrow for girl's tourney... hope we win, but I don't see it happening (me of little faith). Love y'all lots (especially if you love me back... maybe...)
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Jessika

O_o, 03-05-04 12:35am

WHY do they tweak your nipple?


And how often do your chick friends try to hook you up with guys? And how does this make you FEEL??



Did you know it sucks trying to make a collage about an ancient Greek god from modern magazines? I do.




I am very shaky and weird. Thought I'd share that with you. I can either blame my possessed house or Zoloft. I choose the house. Blobs are cute. And Gwen is going to get me blobs ^_^ (And she also said to not ever listen to you because you are a poo head and suck.)

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silversoldier

Re: O_o, 03-07-04 10:20pm

What can I say... I guess they get enjoyment out of tweaking nipples...
My chick friends never have tried to hook me up before, and I feel very strange, because they don't know my true sexual orientation...


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Jessika

Re: Re: O_o, 03-07-04 10:29pm

Damn you. I am becoming addicted.



Tip-A-COW!!!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! Watch the cow tip! Watch it! Wooo there it goes! Over the edge!!! Yah!!!

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silversoldier

Re: Re: Re: O_o, 03-07-04 10:41pm

I told you, it's a crazy cool game!

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Jessika

Re: Re: Re: Re: O_o, 03-07-04 10:53pm

Yes it is. However, I am supposed to be doing homework. And I need to call Gwen. Which reminds me...are you going to the movie party at Kaylene's next weekend? Prolly will be on Friday...usual timespan... yeah you should go.

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silversoldier

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: O_o, 03-08-04 12:50am

Well... I don't think I've got anything going on Friday, but I'm not sure yet... we'll see.

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Jessika

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: O_o, 03-08-04 8:29pm

You NEED to go. Yup. You have missed lots of em.



Don't forget that the math contest's on Saturday at 9, though.

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untitled

03-07-04 5:12pm

tell me when u get ur thing

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silversoldier

Re:, 03-07-04 10:21pm

I'm guessing you mean Brandon's note?

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untitled

Re: Re:, 03-08-04 3:07pm

yeah.He picked me up from school and was like.I wrote Nicka note.Im like...wtf-why?Then he told me.So yeah

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untitled

Re: Re:, 03-08-04 3:08pm

yeah.He picked me up from school and was like.I wrote Nicka note.Im like...wtf-why?Then he told me.So yeah

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silversoldier

Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-04 6:49pm

yeah... no big deal.

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untitled

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-04 6:50pm

No-its not.I just want to know what it says.

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untitled

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-04 6:51pm

No-its not.I just want to know what it says.

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untitled

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-04 6:51pm

No-its not.I just want to know what it says.

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untitled

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-04 6:51pm

No-its not.I just want to know what it says.

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untitled

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-04 6:51pm

No-its not.I just want to know what it says.

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untitled

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-04 6:51pm

No-its not.I just want to know what it says.

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untitled

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-04 6:51pm

No-its not.I just want to know what it says.

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untitled

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-04 11:04pm

or not

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untitled

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-04 11:06pm

or not

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silversoldier

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-04 11:59pm

"Nick, I want to tell you something in order to set things straight. I've heard that lots of people are tlaking about how I don't kike being with Schylar. I honestly don't know where or who you heard this from but its wrong. I love Schylar very much and what you've been told is wrong. I am much happier with her. So whatever lies you hear,
you can say I told you straight up. Now you know straight from me, so stop the rumors you hear. I love Schylar, she loves me, and we're happy.
Brandon Sand"

And I noticed as I was typing this that A. his handwriting and yours look extremely similar and B. that by the theories of graphology, your boyfriend is wanting to live in the past and is very shy and quiet.

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untitled

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-09-04 12:34pm

You seem to still have a problem with him or something-why?Our handwriting isnt anything alike at all actually but whatever.Think I wrote it,well he wrote that right in front of your' sister,she watched him write it.So hows he wanting to live in the past,hows he shy,and what the HELL makes you think hes quiet?

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silversoldier

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-10-04 12:33am

Problem? Sorry, but there is no problem with him, nor you for that matter. This problem has been with me for a long time now. So sorry, but as I've had you tell me all your sad little stories, I've just felt worse and worse for you. I've listened as you told me all the crap your boyfriends have put you though. You know what? That's one of the reasons I couldn't dare to go out with you; because I was sure that I would screw up and be the one that would cause you to die. I told you, I dreamt you committing suicide. I worried every day that you didn't show up to school, that you were gone. You know why? Because I did care. I did love you. And as far as I can tell, I still do. So excuse me for my little insecurity. Excuse me for worrying that one more guy had tried to screw you over. You're right. Brandon is different. He'll be absolutely perfect for you. And then I'll just stop worrying, because you've found your mate. I'll stop watching to make sure you don't fall too far. And it certainly seems that he's done that for you. So, all I can say now is thank you to him for taking this task off my hands.

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silversoldier

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-10-04 12:38am

I never said I thought you wrote the note. I actually found it mildly endearing that you and Brandon write my name the same way. "How cute," I thought to myself. And I know he wrote it in front of my sister, and I know my sister read the note. I also know that she is extremely naiive, and worries about things she can't even to begin to comprehend would go on with me.
I told you though, all that stuff about living in the past, being shy and quiet, that's just what graphology says. And I was just making an observation (as graphology is very inaccurate). And, since I rarely get notes in actual handwriting, I don't usually get the chance to do a little analysis. I just told you what his writing means in the eyes of the graphologists, who are most likely blind to this world. So sure, I'm an idiot for making some comment like that. I'm an idiot for interfering in this wonderful relationship of yours at all. So just tell me to leave next time, don't even ask. Just say it.

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untitled

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-10-04 6:41pm

What brought up your' sister being naive?

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silversoldier

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-11-04 10:47pm

Hmmm... sister knows what's in note, sister worries, sister doesn't know what to worry about. She's naive, because she thinks I'm just some perfect little mindset in the world. Yeah, that's how it goes here. It's a child's thoughts to believe that. And now she knows, and she knows I'm not so perfect. You know what? That's okay. Up to this point, she thought you've been the only problem in the last year. So it would be better, I believe, that I said something, so she knows I can be just the same screw up as everyone else, and her eyes won't be burning into you so hard.

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