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| brownsugar (profile) wrote, on 3-5-2004 at 4:18pm | |
| Current mood: pissed off Music: meant to live- switchfoot Subject: tired of it all |
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| I’ve had a lot on my mind lately. And this one person won’t stop and just leave me alone. I mean, I try to be a good friend I try to hold it out, but they just don’t show any appreciation for me. And that’s what hurts most. I mean all they do is continuously take me for granted and use me, and I hate it like shit. And what annoys me even more is they never even take a look at how I’m feeling or even acknowledge the fact that I may even have feelings too. That’s what hurts the most. Then, what makes it even harder for me to live with this is the fact that they don’t even bother to take a look at what other people around them are going through, it’s like their problems are the only problems in the world, and that’s that. Why even bother to care about anyone else? Yeah, sure, they can be bitchy to whomever they want, and then they expect to pass by all safely and thoroughly, and that’s what pisses me off the most. They just goes on and on acting like a queen and expecting people to bow down at their fucking feet. I mean like, what the hell of god is up with that. All they seem to be good at being is a fucking bitch. And then they don’t even show appreciation for what they get. It’s like they think that “OH IM THE WORST OFF, I have nothing, I don’t have any friends” sob sob. I mean like what the fuck is up with that, they don’t even care for the feelings of the people around them, and all they do is care for themselves, they think “oh I’m the worst off” but what about everyfuckingone else? I mean it would be all right if they showed even the LEAST bit of concern for others, but do they even do that? No. And then they claim they don’t have any fucking friends but then what am I, standing right next to her? Her little study buddy? They don’t even consider me their fucking friend? Well, thanks, that makes me feel all so great. And what seems to piss me off a lot too is the fact that they repeatedly try to make friends out of fucking pity, I mean; they don’t do it on purpose but it’s blatantly obvious. For example they don’t let anyone know they’re “having fun” because that’ll ruin their whole image of the “poor little person who has no happiness who’s stuck in edgemont” OH PLEASE. If someone is stuck like that, they bring it upon themselves. And I’m tired of hearing this shit. I’m tired of it. |
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dough | 03-06-04 10:13am hey Tina...that was deep. and who was this entry dedicated to?
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