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| smilesideways (profile) wrote, on 3-5-2004 at 11:15pm | |
| i don't remember the last time i cried like this. i can't stop. today was just so horrible. and it hasn't got any better. it's 11 i can't sleep i have to work tomorrow my eyes are gonan be puffy and seriously i wanna drive into a tree. well that seems so drastic. maybe a big rock. i want to go out and get drunk, and forget that today exisited. ot get so drunk i forget i exsist. today i feel like some people agree. here i go again i'm crying. my mom offered to buy me chinese to cheer me up and that only made cry harder. my chest hurts. the air is little. i can't breath. i seriously hope i pass out. i want to be not here. i'm so sad. I WANT TO FEEL WHOLE. |
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mandeR | i love you!, 03-06-04 11:01am well im coming to visit you at work right now..and you better still be there. but anyways.. i want you to know that you're definately not alone in this! i love you so much.. and unfortunately..i know the feeling your going through. well this is growing up. and it sucks..but somebody's gotta do it. so yea.. im down with that whole lets get so drunk we forget everything. that sounds like the best idea ive heard in a long time (i heard it all the time over the summer.. haha another reason you gotta miss summer) holy crap. im shutting up. lets make out..eh? xoxox |
WaterProofMscara | 03-06-04 11:01am I dont know whats going on but cheer up leah..youre way to gorgeous to have eyes filled with tears..unless its from laughing to hard...dont worrry..summer is on its way..and everything will be perfect again..I love you leah...*SMILE* |