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| rockon14 (profile) wrote, on 12-30-2002 at 7:10pm | |
| Current mood: artistic Music: "Whistle Down the Wind" Subject: just thinking |
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| Well, i hope all of you had a most happy christmas. Mine was quite enjoyable. Al came over on the 23rd and stayed the night. we spent the night trying to rediscover that feeling of christmas that was there when we were kids without sucess (is that how you spell that?) Although we did think that there was an insain child gost killer in the house and stayed locked in my bathroom for about an hour. Woo, the crazy things that happen. Anyway, i've been doing a lot of thinking this last month. it seems that there's a lot that's been swimming in my brain. i'm just starting to realize that i'm leaving high school in may. gee, it's such an amazingly big step and sometimes i wonder if i'm ready for it. i mean, theres a chance that half of the people that i know, i'll never see again. i mean, it's kinda scary. i've been making some major life choices along with this. i've finaly come to the conclusion that i'm going to take my life where i want it to be. my step-mom informed me the other day that my dad isn't going to let me go to the school that i want to go to. i had to stop myself from having a fit. since when did it become your choice of how i am going to spen the rest of my life. it's just become so drastic now. i'll kill myself before i live out the rest of my life just the way that they want me to. to grow up and be sensible. to hell with that. i'm doing musical theater and i don't care if i end up homless and straving at least i'll know i tried. i've made too many mistakes and sat there for years thinking what if i would have done one thing different. well not this time. this time i'm going to take the chances and i will be happy. i don't care if i don't have food or house i'll be freakin happy! okay i feel much better now. lots of love to all of you my beautiful and wonderful friends. |
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Music_chick018 | re, 01-07-03 1:15am Good for you! You are strong willed and i know you will succeed! And when you are on broadway then they will see what fools they were!!! What school ARE you going to go to then? Are you going to try and get a student loan to go to shorter? Well whatever you decide good luck! I have faith in you :) I love ya chica!
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