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brokenmentality (profile) wrote,
on 3-8-2004 at 1:57pm
Subject: reccolection of a complete disaster
you can always count on your friends to make you feel worse than you could ever imagine. im not even going to go into it......


so ive realized that my mom is right. i hate when i realize that shes right, because that means that i was wrong when i so desperately didnt want to see what was right in front me. i have 2 friends tops. Brandi of course being one of them. the other i just met, and maybe i have a few other friends, because im getting closer to the people in my youth group. but everything that i thought i had, i dont. and thats sad. im going to just cut myself off from people for awhile. i was just starting to trust you..... you always prove me wrong.

i've been so depressed lately. i had a good weekend though *waves to ryan**waves to becky* yep..... i love making new friends.

i think ive come to one of those milestones in my life, where everything makes sence, and i've begun to just not care about highschool. take today for instance, i could be really mad because my 2 best friends just jackknifed me, but instead im happy, because i got accepted to tv productions, and its the little things that brighten my day. fuck everything else, one thing went how i wanted it to.... and that makes today worth it.
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wierdo

03-08-04 3:53pm

Hey, Erika you should talk to me. We should really start talking again. I miss talking to you and i miss just being around you.....without feeling neglected from everything, like i'm a horrible person. You might be losing a few friends or whatever.....but i've always been here and i'm always gonna be here. I want you to forgive me for whatever, and start to be friends again. I really miss you. But of course this is all up to you.

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.j.e.s.s.

03-08-04 4:44pm

well, i still love you.

:0/

I hope things get better and thanks for the little message on mr. taylors board :0) it made me happy and mr. evans didn't even erase it!

oh, and i'm pretty sure i'm having people over saturday, i know that it's the play also but you could come afterwards, it'd be awesome if you came!!! <3

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brokenmentality

Re:, 03-08-04 4:47pm

id love that! i need something to keep me busy! and it sounds like fun. i know.. i was suprised that he even let me write it... i got this..

"well i guess, but write it in the far right corner"

im like, SCORE!

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.j.e.s.s.

Re: Re:, 03-08-04 4:53pm

lol, yeah, i was going to write back to it, i was all stoked to get to write on the board, but then we had to take the test and i forgot all about it. :0( haha


but yeah it's a birthday-ish thing and the ladies can spend the night lol. hopefully it will be a good time for all. And i'm really excited to see the play and i'm majorly sad that i didn't try out because i thought i'd be working but of course no i wasn't working becuase no one would fricken hire me because i was 15 but yeah ...blah blah yeah anyway i wish i would have tried out cuz it would have been sooooo much fricken fun.

are you at school?

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