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| VampiressHollyMarie (profile) wrote, on 3-8-2004 at 3:51pm | |
| Current mood: crushed Music: Pussy Liquor- Zombie Subject: God Damn Patience!! |
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| I swear to fuck! She may not have intended but she ruined my life! She keeps ruining it! AND SHE DOESNT EVEN FUCKING CARE! I am still dealing with the fucking aftermath of her little white lie. ME! FUCKING ME! She said that I was her best friend! SHE SAID THAT SHE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ME! Well you know what, I have never asked her for anything in my life. I always gave. But now I ask something of her. Go back. Rewrite history. And never EVER talk to me. I hate her. I fucking hate everything that she stands for. EVERYTHING! I fucking hate her. She thinks that she is an individual? She is the BIGGEST FUCKING DRONE I KNOW! Or knew, or thought that I knew. I hate her. There is nothing good or misunderstood about her. I dont want to fucking understand. She dragged me to the dark place. I promised myself that I would never go back. But I am. I'm back. And I'm tired. So tired. Of just being here. I lost all of the people that kept me from killing myself. Do you know what its like to feel trapped and alone all the fucking time and hide it with fake enthusiasm? (fuck you, I dont wanna spell gud twodae) I'm sick. There is nothing that anyone could ever tell me that would make this better. I hate her. I will never forgive her, and she doesnt care. I lost her a long time ago. They all tell me to fucking forget about it but I cant when it is slapped in my face everyday! I dont even want to fucking do this anymore. I havent cut siinnnceee..... November. It'll stay that way. Hopefully. GOD I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE! I have a thing.... If you're my friend, you'll comment.. Yeah I didnt think so. |
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| Anonymous | 03-21-04 11:49am I know Becca, trust me.. None of us can forget her and none of us will forgive her... If she doesn't want to be our friend and be there for us than fuck her.
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VampiressHollyMarie | Re:, 03-27-04 10:26am But she isnt pulling a twisted Single White Female on you! She isnt posing and saying that she is trying to carry out my legacy (which I didnt even know I had one) You didnt loose a bazillion friends because you didnt believe her. She is a whore and I hate her and I dont care anymore, she makes me want to die. |